Giving David to the World
notingDavid member Inspired by David alerted me to an emotive and heartfelt post by Jenny at fansofdavid.com. If you haven’t read it, please do yourself the favor, then come back and finish reading here.
Josie and I have talked privately about the notion of “losing” David to the wider world as his musical accomplishments mount, his fame grows, and the rest of the planet begins to appreciate what a truly unique and magnificent talent he is. I agree with Jenny that these times, this year, will soon be thought of by the Original Archies Coalition as a precious and even quaint period, a moment when David’s enormous appeal was appreciated by a kind of extended family, one built by virtual alliances through digital communications and powered by sensitive hearts that were opened by one remarkable young man. I have written early and often of my belief in David’s potential to walk shoulder-to-shoulder with the most revered and influential performers in American history; to be one of the true greats. We will, in a sense, and to a degree, sacrifice him to the multitudes as this becomes a reality. He will no longer be ours alone. But I’m not so sure that this will feel like a loss.
Since the end of the competition, the nature of the OAC has been to evangelize, to proselytize, to act as an extended organization of Team David in order to leverage his chances for success in the marketplace. Activities and initiatives ranging from gifting and downloads to radio station requests and reviewer responses are undertaken to champion David to those poor souls who haven’t yet felt the connection. They will. But why do we do it? Aren’t these the very efforts that will result in our losing that special association with David and with each other as his renown inevitably grows?
I think there are three main reasons why the OAC is so determined to act on David’s behalf and bring him the wider audience he so richly deserves. First, we obviously want to share in David’s accomplishments, to feel the vicarious thrill of success and achievement, and to know that we may in some small way be part of helping it happen. Second, it is natural to want to share with others the joy of discovery and the depth of feeling we experience from David. It’s a gregarious impulse, one that cannot help but generate good in the world. But I think the most important reason the OAC is so determined to work and sacrifice for David is a fundamental knowledge and understanding that no matter what we do, we will never be able to return to David what he has given to us.
With his voice, in his song, through his music, and by his very presence, David touches a profound and universal chord of love in each and every one of us. The beauty of this gift is that it is, by its very nature, eternal, limitless. That’s why it is so powerful and sublime, why it causes people to weep spontaneously. Greater numbers of souls being touched by David’s heart will not diminish his availability or his proximity to us but will, on the contrary, magnify it. A world with more David Archuleta will be a better world.
The advantage that the OAC has will be the one that it will always have: the privilege of having seen the star at the birth, of having been in the presence of the light and bestowing blessings when the adoration was intimate. We will all have private memories and stories, and they will be forever ours; early, original threads woven into the fabric of what will almost certainly be a large, rich tapestry of a life and career. Giving David over to the masses will not lessen our relationship with him, it will strengthen his relationship to all.
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As always Rascal, you’ve articulated exactly what I was feeling. I read Jenny’s heartfelt post last night, and while I empathized with her, I did not completely agree. I am so excited to see what comes next for David, and I am impatient for the tour to end so that he can get on with what he was clearly always meant to do!
Letting go. We who have children felt the same way as they went off into the world and made us proud. David will grow in his music and we will be along for the ride –in spirit. We will not forget nor be forgotten. His success will keep him close to us in so many ways. Media, recordings, movies(?) and so on.
Here we are at the beginning of a new career. David will be very famous, but he will not forget how he got there. Relax and enjoy the ride. He is going to make us proud.
RASCAL – I love you even more! When I read Jenny’s post, while I understood exactly what she was saying, I could not agree. It goes back to the idea that I have always railed against – that fans somehow feel they ‘own’ David. They (we) do not, and to feel we have ‘lost’ him implies he was ours to lose. He is not.
I will admit to having had ownership feelings that I have had to fight. I recall this saying that “He who feels burst, must once have been a bubble.” Being an OAC (thank you for that term!) is a remarkable blessing that will always be ours, but it gives us no special ‘rights.’ Thank you for that your last paragraph and for reminding me that unwarranted pride always leads to feelings of despair. I will go forward with joy and anticipation and gratitude.
rascal – your words bring me to the forefront of my emotions. Just yesterday, my husband, 18 year old and I delivered my oldest to the airport to “send her back” to Denver where she attends college. Next week at this time hubby, 18 year old and I will be driving to Charlotte, NC to “deliver” her to college. The feelings are truly bittersweet. While I am saddened beyond words that my job I’d waited my whole life to do is over in what seems an instant, at the same time I am thrilled for my daughters that they are confident enough to be sent out into the world and handle it…beautifully, I might add.
I have the exact same feelings about our David. What a sad thought if the world did not know David Archuleta…his gifts are many and quite rare and it would be too selfish to think he belongs to “us”. Take great pleasure in the fact that we watched him as he journeyed through the trial and tribulations of AI and although he didn’t win, his success will be greater than being an American Idol per se.
The world NEEDS to know David Archuleta – but he will never forget “us” – his first and most ardent fanbase. He’s not going anywhere and neither are we.
If you hold a butterfly in your hand, let it fly away – it will return someday….
hugs rascal
Like others here, I am sending adult children off into the world at this time of year. My daughter flew from Salt Lake City to China last week for a four month stint of volunteer work. My oldest son took off for BYU this morning, having quite expertly packed the car he bought himself.
The year before my oldest left for the first time, I spent an inordinate amount of time crying. I cried in the grocery store “He loves cucumbers!” and I cried folding laundry, “His socks!” and when we finally left him in the dorm and drove away, I thought I would never stop crying.
Then that wonderful thing happened, he started calling home and saying things like, “Sure love you guys” and “Do you have any advice for me?” (WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH MY CHILD?) And Then he started calling with news of his expanding world – things he was learning, people he was meeting, adventures he was having. I began to realize that we had lost the child he was (we really had, babies grown are babies gone) but we had gained the joy of the man he now was. He still loved us. We still loved him. We were still his roots, he was still our dream of all things good. Realizing all of this made sending our second child out into the world a joyful act. And it as proved to be as good as we’d hoped.
So off our David will go. He will be all the things Rascal and all of us think he will be. And we will be the joyful parents – opening our hands to let him fly. He will fly – but he will look back, too. And we will still be here with our tearful, proud eyes watching every move, willing, as Rascal says, to do anything ANYTHING for him because we can never repay him for what he has given us.
When I heard the end of the Disney interview – David talking with so much affection and understanding about all of us – a little knot in my chest loosened for the first time since March, since Imagine. It took me a bit to figure out what that knot had been, but I did figure it out. I knew that I loved David – truly loved him, and that others did, too. But until that interview – those words from his own mouth – I wasn’t sure that he knew how much he is loved. It is the thing I most want for him – to know that he is deeply loved. I think he gets it now – and I can breathe easy. Our love has already helped him fly and will continue to be part of the wind that carries him. I am so grateful to be part of this.
I have thought many times about how hard this must be on David’s family, particularly his mother and his friends. As a parent, even though it is very hard, you prepare over years to let your child go at a certain time- to college or to marriage. As a friend, you go through many of your school years with the same friends and the senior year is such an important one to kids. I have experienced letting go of my oldest 3 years ago as he went to college, on a mission and then got married last summer, and my 2nd, a daughter who went to college two years ago. My baby, David’s age has only 1 year left, so I can really relate to the loss the family must feel. That special last year with family and friends was taken away unexpectedly (in fact a year and a half almost), and I keep thinking how difficult this must be for them to let him go. But I hope they feel that they are giving a gift- sharing something reallly special- that they have had for so long. The rest of us have to feel the same way- to not be selfish and to let others share in the joy of David.
Well, I guess it’s a dang good thing I was never blessed with kids because I don’t think I’d be very good at this “letting go” stuff that’s for sure! Maybe it’s because it feels like this has all happened way too fast! I wanted to spend “more time” with him before we released him! He’s doesn’t seem like a BUTTERFLY….he seems like a FLUTTERBY! I’m going to look for my net right now! Someone, please, hold me….*sniff*
Joner, I am with you on this feeling. I find your last two sentences Adorable. (Does that make me weird?)
It just seems to have happened so quickly and he’s growing so fast. But as others have posted, I too have confidence in David that he will not forget us. He values his connection to us too much and he needs us as much as we need him. My heart is feeling too big for my chest right now and were it not that I want the World to feel what David gives to us so freely, I would find this unbearable.
P. S. That picture above is unreal in its beauty. I wonder what he sees through those eyes? And feels when he sees so many adoring fans? I know David deserves his privacy but I can’t help but wonder.
Rascal, I loved this article. The fact that the process of “letting go” of David is so bittersweet, is a strong testimony to the powerful effect this extraordinary young man has had on many of us.
This lyrics of this song remind me of his/our journey.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ng1C2pCtIMI
What helps me is that I believe God and David call each other “Mine.”
Thanks Rascal for mentioning me in the top of your post, as I have been one of your biggest supporters as welll as David’s for a while. Jenny’s article made me cry…and I have never did that with all the videos or posts, as David always brings me joy…but this time I cried! As for me, I have always wanted others to see what I have in David for months. I want him to achieve the superstar status and make all those bashers and rumor starters our there eat their words lol. I cannot wait for the day they too finally “get” David. I am so tired of the teasing from my family about me liking David. I want to come out of the closet and share the happiness with them. I sometimes say to my family when I have had enough…”just wait and see, you will understand one day”, and leave it at that. Of course, they still look at me weird. I do not know what exactly has drawn me to this 17 yr old guy. There are so many things I could list, but words are never enough to explain how I feel or think about him. I sometimes wonder if he will ever make it to be more famous than he is now. I sometimes worry that other people out there will never appreciate his talent as well as his personality, and that scares me. I know that probably sounds a little weird (wonder where I picked up that word from? lol) but I can’t help it. I have done so many things to help support David (like Jenny said) from voting on polls to buying “Crush” over and over. I want so badly for David to succeed in his career and to get all that he deserves. With his huge success, he would be a star that gives back. Can you see him on Idol Gives Back? He is someone that truly cares about helping others and using his fame to do it. I think if David never sang another song, (YIKES) or never attained the superstar status that I want for him, he has made an impression on me to last my lifetime. I will never forget what he has done for me personally and will love him forever. I appreciate him for the artist he is as well as his unique personality. He IS destined for superstardom and I am glad I have been here every step of the way with all of my FOD friends.
Hi, again, rascal. You really have a gift of written eloquence just like our David has his wondrous gift of soulful singing. I admire how fast you put together your perfectly thought out response to Jenny’s emotional article on losing David to the world. You as usual always see the gift of David as the most important thing a true fan should be able to share with the ‘less fortunate’. I agree with you totally that more David Archuleta in the world will make it a far better place to live in.
Being an overseas fan, I consider those of you who have had the great fortune of having personal contact with David even for a fleeting moment or by merely being in his presence without speaking to him, as truly blessed and enviable. In my own small way, I have tried to contribute to getting his ratings up and investing time doing so in the great hope that the people who finance him will realize it is so worth it to bring him out of the US on international tours to countries which have shown love for him. I look forward to being able to get that all too precious opportunity to see and hear him sing live in my country, the Philippines, and in my lifetime. As you said, it is the OAC that initiated the selfless act of gifting David’s song Crush to overseas fans. Many have said, and I am one of them, that our ‘fix’ with David has to be fed every day almost every hour by listening to his voice on whatever electronic gadget will be able play it to us. Just as most of the reactions I’ve read that going to one David concert isn’t enough to satiate a fan’s ODD, is it then too much to also give us international fans the hope of witnessing the gift of David in person? After writing all of this, I just realized that I consider myself one of the ‘less fortunate’ asking to get a share of David’s gift from my more fortunate brethren.
In another light, there are still those ‘much less fortunate’ than I am and for whom I continue to strive contributing to David’s success. Unlike some of you who are considered endearing for their unabashedly open support of David, I still struggle with my restrained ODD held under check in the presence of my family and co-workers who have openly supported the ‘other David’ and criticized ‘our’ David. They are pretty aware of my great admiration for David, but I resist any discussion about him that will make me sound defensive and an obsessing fan – at my age! David’s impending huge success may not make them like him more, but if only to make them realize and appreciate what he is truly capable of delivering will be so worth these crazy things I’ve been doing for the love of David. I have a son who is his age and so much more introverted, shy and unassuming, which is why I consider David a truly remarkable young man at 17 for being able to have such an impact on a great many people through his infectious selflessness, humility and indescribable ability to bring so much joy to those who -as we always say in these blogs- ‘get’ him. And this gift of joy which we feel so blessed with is the ultimate reason for wanting to release him to the world to ‘spread the love.’
The wonderful thing about David is his great sense of family, and he considers his fans as his extended family. I believe deep in my heart that even if David’s success goes well beyond our expectations, he will never forget and always go back to those who supported him with so much unconditional love at the start and through his journey to fulfill his dreams. It is simply because that’s how David is and why he is so loved by ‘the fortunate’ many.
Joner-you’re wonderful…really! And ram, no it’s not weird to think anything or anyone is adorable around here!
It’s true-one of the hardest things to do as a parent is let your children …. fly. David is ready to fly guys and we have given him (or helped to give him) his wings. We can all hold on to some very special and wonderful memories of his early days before he hit it big, but we can’t hold him back. I think in some way, as the weeks unfolded to months on AI, I began to realize just how huge David was going to be. When rascal and I were at the concert in Manchester, he said to me we’d probably never get this opportunity for such intimacy again. He was right and although I will miss those opportunities of 1:1 with David, as a mom, I couldn’t be more proud and excited to see him take flight!
All this while I’m dealing with my own children leaving the nest and thus leaving my wonderful hubby and I “empty nesters”…my daughter left yesterday at 10:00 am and has called me no less than a dozen times since she touched down in Denver yesterday at 5:30 pm. That’s more times than she called me all summer! So I remind myself: SELF, they do need me….
And so does David – just in different ways…you vote, you request, you buy, you gift and the list goes on.
LIFE CHANGES – LOVE DOES NOT
Rascal,
Your words have touched me deeply; and I am in tears reading your post today. The journey with David is, and will continue to be, bittersweet. As parents of 2 grown children, one of my favorite quotes to live by is “give them roots, then give them wings.” Watching our children take flight is poingnant, to say the least.
Your words “We will never be able to return to David what he has given to us” tugged at my heartstrings, big time. When I met David, I told him that I was his biggest CT fan, and thanked him for all that he does for us. My words to him seemed so insignificant, so little; I wanted to tell him that I would give him the world if I could, that I would climb a mountain for him if I could, that I would cut off my right arm for him if it would help him. This is how deeply he has affected my life; and why? I didn’t ask for this, and don’t for the life of me know what God wants me to do with this. What am I to do now?
Oh boy, getting a little heavy here, but the Mom in me comes out when least expected. Thanks Rascal for your amazing thoughts and words.
Rascal, I did read Jenny’s message and as I was commenting on another site, I don’t necessarily agree with her. I have no doubt that David will go on to Superstardom, but I don’t believe we will lose him. I firmly believe David fully intends on taking us with him on his journey through his career. I believe he feels we are as much a part of him as we feel he is a part of us. I believe that the way he interacts with us as fans is his way of spreading God’s word. I believe he will continue to come out at each concert and greet his fans as always. I don’t think David’s humility will allow him to ever feel he can’t share with us on the same level. His strong character of humility, kindness, graciousness and whatever wonderful description I could give him, is what makes him who he is and that he will never be in the league as other entertainers in the respect that he would be untouchable. I can honestly say I love his character and who he is ALMOST more than his beautiful voice. I look forward to watching the beauty of the rest of the world seeing Davd as we see him and seeing him in the entertainment business with the backbone of a saint. Not only do we as fans have his back, as well as his family, but God does. Therefore, everything else will fall into place.
I saw him here in Tacoma early on in the tour and afterwards had the pleasure of meeting him and his Dad. They were both so kind. Mr. Archuleta even offered to take my camara and get pictures of us together. I decided then to go see the concert again when I was going to be in Houston visiting relatives. As David was not feeling well at that concert, I was concerned he wouldn’t come out to greet the fans afterwards as he always does, but he did. And it was unbearably hot and humid. I know he had to be miserable, as I know I was and I wasn’t sick. It was conformation for me that David would always be David and his fans are that important to him. On my flight home, I felt a sense of sadness as I knew I wouldn’t be going to anymore of the AI concerts. For one, my husband was already concerned of me going to two of them (he does not have ODD), but I knew I couldn’t afford it again. And two, I did not want to seem like a stalker, although I think people who are not David fans would consider us in that caliber. I didn’t let the sadness overcome me as I knew in my heart I would see him again and enjoy his music. I know that time will be in the near future at one of his own concerts, where I don’t have to wait for 8 people to sing before he does and I could just enjoy a David concert. The faith I have in that comes from David himself. Thanks for letting me share.
Gosh Josie, good luck in the next few weeks being an empty nester. It sure feels odd for a while, make sure you don’t reminisce too much about the “Water Country” days in Portsmouth!! Keep busy, busy!!! I’ll be thinkin’ of you!!
Oh chickee-it’s too late – the reminiscing has been in full swing for weeks – and I’m going back to the days of them being my little LOVE NUGGETS…I teared up when I realized I didn’t need to buy a gallon of milk and I didn’t need Apple Juice because Kati’s the only one to drink it…
but I’ll be ok – I’m the mistress of busy!
Thanks chickee
Really.
I just feel for his high school friends in Murray. It’s gotta be tough for those who really know him. I know he can keep in touch with email and myspace and cellphones, but it’s not the same as sitting around, hanging out for hours. I know they support him living his dreams, but there must be a big sense of loss for them as well.
That said, WHAT crazy female hormone does this kid play on that makes us want to protect him like a lioness does her cubs while at the same time getting all “hot and bothered” by this or that pose or look or latest picture (or on the flip side, attacking others for what we see is inappropriate swooning over a 17 year old)?!!! I know there are men who are fans– do they feel like this is their child going out into the world? Do they feel this fiercely protective, worried/proud, whatever, about him? It would be nice to have some distance or perspective, but I’ve never been a fan or anyone before. And he’s not just anyone, right?
I ADORE YOU RASCAL. AS USUAL YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME TO TEARS. I LOVE DAVID WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING AND KNOW IN MY HEART THAT DAVID WILL SUCCEED IN EVERYTHING HE TACKLES.
I TOO HOPE DAVID KNOWS IN HIS HEART HOW MUCH WE ALL LOVE HIM. I MEAN LOVE HIM LIKE HIS MOTHER DOES. IT’S TRULY A STRANGE FEELING TO HAVE FOR SOMEONE WHO ISN’T YOUR OWN. HE HAS GIVEN ME MORE JOY IN THESE PAST MONTH THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE. I SURE WILL MISS HIS ADORABLE BLOGS. GOD BLESS HIM HE’S SO CUTE. OH BOY, THIS IS A RIDICULOUS STATE TO BE IN EVERYDAY, GOOD LORD WILL IT EVER GET BETTER….
lovedavid, it’s the ‘cra-zeh’ hormone and I believe you described it to perfection!
I told Josie earlier today that most of David’s AI performances are too poignant for me to even listen to. The emotions of that time are something I don’t think I can ever experience again, nor do I want to. AI politics and Simon-back-stabbing aside, the emotional ride is why I will not watch AI again. I am chomping at the bit for David to move on to this next phase of his life and career and am waiting impatiently for it to be September 14.
When I saw David in concert in Lexington, I thought it was one of the most memorable nights of my life. Then on the way home, I felt this overwhelming sadness while playing my David CD. I had to stop when the tears started flowing. It was like coming down off the biggest adrenaline rush ever…and it hit me like a ton of bricks…I knew it was because the time was drawing near when this glorius songbird, David, would fly up to stars and beyond. And I knew it was his destiny. I’ve said this before…David will do many great things in his life and making sublime music is only a start. We must let him FLY! He belongs to the world…his parents knew this early on, that David was special and they knew they had to share him with the world….again DESTINY. No, he will never forget this time of his life and his fans, but unfortunately, there has to be some distance physically from adoring fans…the price of fame. It can’t be avoided. So FLY, Via Con Dios, Amor !
I attended my father-in-laws funeral on Friday. Not a great time for the realizations that came to me about my grown children. Not that the way all 3 of them acted,(25,22,20 in age), was bad, quite the contrary. After the service, when most all were gone, I had more family members compliment me on how lovely our girls were, and how handsome and proud my son seemed. You know, you don’t know if you have done a good job raising them, until they are out on their own. All the years of messy bedrooms, teen hormones, and family arguments. Who’da thunk they would turn out so…well…OK!? David is surrounded with all of his loving family, strong faith, and US(his other moms)! How could he go wrong?
I’ve said it before, I will probably say it again but this is one of the few places in the world where I feel NORMAL anymore! Thanks to all of you for sharing your hearts here – they reflect my own so perfectly and help me to understand a little bit more of what has happened to me. Chickee said it best for me today, “I didn’t ask for this and I don’t for the life of me know what God wants me to do with this.” Only I do trust that God wants me to do something with it – I just keep listening, knowing that the answer will come. This whole David adventure has God’s fingerprints all over it.
OK. I’ve had some more time to think about this and I’ve decided that I DON’T WANT TO SET HIM FREE OR SHARE HIM WITH ANYONE!
I’m getting a big NUTTER-BUTTERFLY net so I can scoop him up and carrry him away with me.
And NO, I wasn’t good at sharing toys when I was a kid either!
*sticking tongue out*
This post is for dearest Josie -
Your job is never over – it has only begun. It is going in a new direction just as David’s is. You know I waited four years to hear that beautiful voice again. and how very generous he has been to share it with millions. There will be albums and concerts to look forward to and you will no doubt meet some of the many friends you have met through Rascal’s beautiful words.
to #10 what an incredible song – I’ve listened to it many times.
Oh Rascal, yes, yes, yes–”David touches a profound and universal chord of love” and “Giving David over to the masses will not lessen our relationship with him, it will strengthen his relationship with us all.”
I am so incredibly filled with joy for David throughout this journey. I have always felt the “fan” role was so shallow and there was always more. You have described so perfectly what that role is in your post.
As I see David succeed, my joy will only increase. His music will fill my heart and soul. What more could I really ask for?
Ah Joner, glad someone is refusing to be “mature” about this! However, I bet you’re undermining yourself by spreading the word and buying multiple copies of “Crush”, requesting it on the radio, etc.
What I will miss is the accessibility and the smallish afterparties, chatting with Jeff, Richard, etc. Shouldn’t those like Ginger and Josie’s mom who knew David from his Star Search days get honorary lifetime backstage passes?
And finally, to answer my own question about male fans, I suppose some of them (like my husband) are living vicariously through David. There is my sports nut son who is filling that “living vicariously” role in one respect and then David is the imaginary son who is musically talent and fills another niche for my musically gifted spouse (not to mention the chick-magnet aspect that I’m sure he thinks he’s reliving).
Ginger – my sweet Noni. You made your daughter cry – not out of sadness, Mom, but out of love. You know me so well and your wisdom guides me every day of my life.
Remember when you told me David Archuleta would change our lives? Maybe not in so many words, but you told to me mark your words…which I did and always do. He has brought us a joy beyond words hasn’t he?
And it’s only just begun…
Love you Ginger…
Musically talented– ugh, my proofreading skills are slipping!
Oh!! Ginger and Josie’s mom are one and the same! Well backstage passes all around then!
lovedavid – hugs! And I never thought she’d post…ah, the miracles of David and rascal huh?
Thanks ras…
Wow #10-this song is incredible…really beautiful and fitting for how we feel about David.
Thanks for sharing this…
It’s time for David to fulfill his destiny. I believe that just observing this will be enough. Jana
#10 thank you so much for the song. It was so beautiful and it could have been written for David. The lyrics….wow, it is David in my mind!
Wow, so many beautiful heartfelt postings. I am getting all teary eyed at work. As always, rascal, thank you for your brilliant descriptions. “With his voice, in his song, through his music, and by his very presence, David touches a profound and universal chord of love in each and every one of us. The beauty of this gift is that it is, by its very nature, eternal, limitless” really sums it up for me.
As for Jenny, I love her passion, she knows she is being “selfish”. As in any kind of “loss” or sense of “loss”, you go through steps to process through your complex feelings. She just needed to express what she felt. Her feelings are as real as anything. It’s hard to let go just like that.
I am not a mother and I can only imagine (and probably very inadequately) what it is like to see your child leave the nest. Rascal’s words and what so many of you write make me feel hope, hope that not only will we continue to feel increasing joy at seeing David fly higher and higher, but that he is not going away because love is eternal. As Josie says, life changes but love does not.
archangel/48: loved the way you put it: ‘his other moms’. I am now surrounded by my 5 kids doing homework, trying to hide my tears. I guess it is the same kind of sadness I felt when AI was finished, or when I could no longer access notingdavid.org (Thankyou Rascal for bringing it up again). Now the concerts will be over and of he goes. I joke about this ODD, DNA and all that, but the reality is that I DO love this kid, wish him the BEST, want every success to come his way. I am as proud of him as a mom, I worry about his challenges, I pray for him, I don’t even know him, but I feel this connection, and rejoice in each of his steps to stardom. I am like one of his other moms. I feel sad I live so far away I have not attended any concert, but my time will come, and I will be ready. I am ready to see him fly, and he will have us watching over him, like good moms (and yes, dads too).
Goodness….Jenny made me cry tears of sadness, and I felt myself edging out to the ledge, wanting to jump. But I came back here to read what rascal had to say and suddenly this peace came over me, and the tears turned joyful.
In so many ways, David is like my third child, the baby of the family. That momma tiger in me comes out when he is attacked in the various blogs and gossip rags, or he is not feeling well and has to perform, or being slammed by $imon, et al. EVERY mom that loves David feels this way, ditto for the dads. I did everything in my power to help my flesh and blood succeed, and then had to let them go, fly on their own. It is VERY difficult to do that…but, you have to. What is so different about this ‘third’ child is I am truly ready to let him go, get this tour done and move on to bigger and better things. The joy we’ve experienced because of David is going to continue for a very long time, a life time. I don’t know about you, but I am ready for this next page to turn in David’s journey. Ready to experience new joys and more of the overwhelming pride that swells up inside of me each time David breaks into that fabulous smile, does that absolutely adorable giggle of his, shows his compassion and love for people, and when his glorious singing reaches into the depths of my soul. I am SO ready!
O.K I had to stop reading and write a post mid stream…..rascal, Josie….I am moved beyond words….I am silly here because tears are just a flowin’….what a ride this has been.
Thank you for the WORDS— RASCAL and JOSIE…ALL of you….I can not find the way to say….what you so eloquently have.
Thank you David…dear David..how your voice and spirit have changed my life…who would of ever thought …thank you ever so much !!!!
I have felt sad lately about losing him to the WORLD…yet I know his time has come to spread his wings….I will always cherish these months…..but I look so forward to what is to come.
Thank you all…for saying what is in heart.
Back to reading….
Josie… I can only imagine the letting go process you are experiencing….mine is similar but so different….my youngest starts school (all day every day) next week… and my heart.. my babies are all getting big…and leaving Mommy….. not the same Josie but WOW still hard ….*sniff*…
Great post of Jenny’s and of course, as usual Rascal’s.
The best way to describe this is “bittersweet.” Yes, we all want David to get out and give to the larger public all that we have been experiencing for the last 8 months – the world does not yet know what’s waiting for them! However, I can’t help to feel a little melancholy about all this. We will not ever again feel the intimacy of appreciating him on a much more smaller level – just like a family – there is something so special about that, it can never be replaced.
That’s why it was so important for me to actually meet David – even if I acted like a blubbering school girl. I’m never one to want to meet, (for lack of a better word), “celebrities.” I always feel I want to respect their privacy. However, with David I felt that I would never have that opportunity again, he will become to famous and unaccessible.
It’s so hard for me to understand, at this point in my life, how much someone who I don’t really know, can have this effect on me. But that’s the way David is, through his singing he touches us all on a very personal level and once we’re there, there is no going back!!
ojs-Oh, how I remember the day my oldest started kindergarten! My hubby and I followed the bus (tailgated it actually) to make sure he drove perfectly. (He did). But it’s the same kind of feeling – it’s yet another giant step in this journey of parenthood. It went by all too quickly – now I have to find someone/something else to mother – good thing I have three dogs…
I understand the ambivalence to letting David go. But let him go, we must, because it’s our duty. We know the joy that can be unleashed when he is allowed to serve the masses.
Just think of the pride we will feel when collectively they finally get what we have known since the beginning. Not vindication, because I need neither vindication or validation of what I know and feel, but just the joy that he is finally making them feel it.
Good times people, good times. All we need to do is sit back and enjoy the ride.
Gee, Rascal? Where is all this sentimentality coming from? I’m beyond excited to see David shoot off into the world. In fact, the jury is still out for me as to whether or not Jive is still the best launching pad for that (sometimes, only sometimes, I get the impression that they’re coasting on his cuteness and his teen pop star status, rather than maximize on his tremendous talent, so I’m pretty much holding my breath that he will be shooting far, not just into superstardom but legendary hall-of-fame music status – he so is capable of this and I’d like to see the right people get him there).
But, I guess I’m one of those fans who always felt like I needed to give David a certain distance. I’ve always admired him from afar, so his moving on to bigger things is not going to be bittersweet for me. In fact, I can’t wait!
This is exactly why I rearranged my schedule this fall to attend the Ford Day event on Sept. 19. Is anyone else who posts here going? Apparently they stopped selling tickets to the public yesterday. I cannot believe my good fortune that I somehow made the window for non-Adcraft members seating.
I just can’t imagine that I’ll be able to get this kind of opportunity again.
I have nothing deep to offer on this subject. I haven’t arrive at the “empty nest” syndrome yet. My kids are with me, they drive me crazy and more times than ever I’m trying to stay afloat juggling stuff so those are the times, I find myself wishing they are grown up and independent but dear me that will mean I’ll be old as ever. This is by no means to say I will not crumble when that day arrives.
So, hellogorgeous #42, guess I’m with you and I agree to all of your post! I have no difficulty of letting David go, in fact I’m bursting with excitement and anticipation for the future of David Archuleta. My fellow Malaysian Archies and I are working so hard on daily basis to get CRUSH to the top on Malaysian radio charts and maintain its reign until the next single or album drops. I want to see some fruits from these efforts. We have dreamt of this day since AI. But please, do not think I’m downplaying the intense emotions felt here. Of course, I reserve the tight to change my position if and when I meet him face-to-face and experience David in all senses.
Hmmm…..last sentence, should be “right to change”. Fingers too fast for my eyes.
Freo—- I am also beyond thrilled to be attending the Ford event and like you I was fortunate enough to have bought my ticket before the cut off. We are coming from Canada …… can’t wait ! Hope to see you there !!
hello gorgeous…hello! I just watched for the 150th time David’s FOX DC interview and of course it was….WHAT…..JUST…..HAPPENED?!?…again for me! Lord help me! ok, real quick while I have a sane moment….I sometimes wonder the same thing about what exactly Jive is going to do as far as promoting David and CRUSH when it’s officially released. I mean he did not win AI so are we expecting more than they did for other 2nd place winners? And what about when both Cook’s & David’s albums are released at about the same time? Will they both get equal promos or will Cook’s be pushed more cause he won? I worry about that, you know? Then listening to David just now, he pretty much said he will be recording mostly pop music now cause he’s still figuring who he is musically. So the commercial success of this album will insure that he will be able to venture more into the deeper, more emotional and real music that will come from his heart & soul. That is his ultimate goal I think, not so much to make tons & tons of money, but just to connect and communicate with music. I think he knows that the “pop” route is where he has to go to make the tons of money for Jive so that he can eventually have almost complete control to make the music that will win Grammys and WOW…deep breath…an OSCAR OR TWO! Time will tell whether Jive will do right by David…If not, David will have no problems signing with another label cause I understand he had other labels interested even before the end of AI.
ok..now my sane moment has passed and I must go watch some more videos. hummmm,”do you catch a breath when I look at you”…hummmm
I am coming late to the discussion (dang it! school has started and I don’t have unlimited time for all things David). I can strongly relate to the empty nest experience, my sweet children have flown. But with David, I somehow think that he will keep that intimate connection with us. He understands us, he cares about us. He wants to bring us along with him. I’m feeling okay about the whole spreading wings into the big wide world thing. David will be David. He will always care about us. It’s going to be okay.
LOL. Silverfoxe#47, you are so funny and so precious with your ODD! Thanks for sharing. Keeping my fingers crossed that David and Jive are a good match.
Hey davidfanLIZ ! How are ya! still suffering from ODD I see!
And you are probably right….IT WILL BE OK, BUT WE’LL ALL STILL BE SUFFERING FROM ODD and most likely without a daily fix. Then what?
Rascal, so many mixed emotions… I can relate to so much of what is posted here. Thank you all for your words…so much wisdom here, and love!
Freo and ojs 759… I am also attending the Ford Day event and also driving from Canada!!! … ojs 759, where are you from? It would be awesome to meet up.
refnaf — I am from London, Ontario and my friend is coming from Toronto, Ontario. Where are you coming from?…and yes it would be great to meet up !
ojs759 I”m from Gulelph, could you email me? nancyferwerda@yahoo.ca
Sorry Rascal for the personal communication but it is so awedome to make these connections with fellow angels… I feel like i know you all>>
awedome???? awesome whoops
refnaf…..Guelph…wow small world !!! I will email you…this is wonderful more Canadian Archuleta fans…. thanks for your email. I will email in the morning. This is so great ! Good night.
Josie- you still have lots of mothering ahead of you! They go from asking you about how to do subtraction to asking you how to deal with a broken heart. You’re still and always the mommy. The relationship just sweetens and grows closer. I promise!
vermeer and silverfoxe, It was so awesome to actually meet some David fans face to face. This experience with David is so intense and personal that it is wonderfully validating and grounding to meet another soul who is completely smitten. I send my David love to both of you!!! Thank you to Rascal for providing this safe space to connect!!!
Rascal: LOVE the picture…sigh…! I love this kid!!
Man, what beautiful eyes he has, Hypnotizing, Mesmerizing.
Just in after caring for aging parents (what you do after the kids have left the house
and am catching up on all the wonderful posts.
Jenny – Thank you for your heartfelt (and hilariously witty) post. I experience some of the same emotions about David. Especially…walking the Ledge!! I am not as bad now that David is becoming sooooooo engaging in his interviews and is really being himself. Don’t we all remember his awkward silemce after his performances and we were all on the edge of our seat anxious for him. We’ll never see that David again except on our AI recordings of the show,.of which I have all on my cable box. Lord help me if I get a lightning strike and lose those.
Josie – My daughter has been gone for 10 years (Gosh) and moved
“A Thousand Miles” away (and I watched that utube video obsessively in the early days of the show?). It will get better, you will stay busy, your relationships will stay strong and they will Grow and you will experience that. But it will never be the same. So it will be with David. We will have the old pictures with the new. The old videos with the new. We will cherish them all.
silverfoxe & brooklyndawn- I think Jive KNOWS they have the superior talent in our David. I do not worry for that. I worry just for David’s continued well being and good health and the health of his vocal cords). I try not to but it almost makes me ill when thoughts like that pop into my head. Nobody really knows what is going on with the vocal cord that was paralyzed. David has not had it scoped in years. Of course he sounds better than ever with each performance and the strain of singing almost every night is something he will never have to endure again. To our everlasting sorrow.
ninaf – I feel the same not wanting to intrude but I must meet him while I have the chance, it will never come again. And I want to meet him while he is young, new to it all, experiencing this awesome thing that is happening to all of us. The birth of a Star!!! Sept 13th last concert on the tour (Chills again on my legs)
Got to get to bed. Oh MY GOSH, forgot YOU RASCAL. Your eloquent words move me like no other. THANK YOU FROM MY HEART.
Okay…I’m crying again dang it.
Oh davidfanLIZ, in some ways I still can’t quite believe all this is happening, the phenomenon that is David and this “Original Archies Coalition” phenomenon, this whole experience of connecting with kindred spirits in cyberspace (thank you rascal for this blog and allowing us to share in our love for David and his gift), and finally, actually meeting a David fan in person! This is all new to me and sometimes it feels unreal, but to realize IT IS real, well, life feels magical, and we have David Archuleta to thank.
smanda, I just have to say, I love your posts. It always makes me happy when I see your name.
So folks, what are we going to do with all these newcomer fans who are going to pop up when David becomes a superstar? I’m thinking they should have to apply for citizenship, so to speak. That would require quite a bit of education about all things Archuleta, including language traning (vocab terms like ODD, etc. must be understood so we’re all speaking the same tongue), history lessons (full video clips of all performances, talk shows, audio of radio interviews), learning the laws of the land (ask politely for autographs and hugs, no kissing), etc. Then, applicants would need to renounce their affiliation to fan groups of other artists and pledge their loyalty to ours instead. They could bring their happy and proud family members to the swearing in ceremony where they would be officially pronounced Archies and Arch Angels. Then someday, their children would talk about how their parents struggled as first generation Archies, to pave the way for them and make their own fanatic fandom easier. And those children would have a great appreciation for their right to vote in any poll whatsoever that David was mentioned in. Gosh, I’m tearing up— cue Kristy Lee and “God Bless the USA” while the freak flag waves in the background!
Okaaay, I’ve obviously stayed up wayyy too late, but I’m going to hit the “submit” button anyway…
Have “you guys” as David would say, seen this cover of “Crush?” Three young singers from the UK, Australia and West Virginia put it together. Amazing!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUCTIxAdqcM
hello gorgeous #42, my sentiments exactly… I can’t wait for the entire world to join us in giving David well-deserved accolades.
Btw, Rascal, your posts should be compiled for publication. They are very good materials for Pop Culture as well as Creative Nonfiction Writing classes.
I just watched this video of David’s performance of Angels in Dallas. Poor David has been sick and you can tell when his voice cracks. But, then what happened just blew me away. After his voice cracks, he immediately changes up how he is performing the song. I am not well versed in music to explain what happens, but even a musically illiterate person like me, could see him switch gears and take the song into a totally new direction, which ended up sounding glorious! Man! I know David is famous for switching up a song to fit his mood, but never before have I seen such a conscious and skilled effort before.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLGS9pj1zoM
How am I supposed to go to work today after reading all of these wonderful, tear-jerking posts?
Rascal – you are wonderful. I loved Jenny’s post at FanBlast and I felt her pain when Idol ended, I thought I’d curl up in the corner and die. The sense of loss was too much at first. Then the tour brought us so much on a daily basis, so now, yes, it feels like another ending. I had not thought about it until her post, I was in denial. I’m trying not to be sad because I think there will still be lots of appearances coming up for David, and he will keep us informed with blogs. In a way I don’t feel like I’m letting go, because my ODD is as crazy as ever, and the more people that see/hear/love David is all good!
I could go on and on if I didn’t have to go to work
OH well. Have a nice day!
I should have been in bed long ago, but it’s been really hard to stop reading such touching posts. I’m still not done but decided to finish reading later and post now so I can turn in. The subject of this article really hit home. I finally had to give up and stop sniffling and dabbing and just go get the box of tissues.
I read Jenny’s post last night but haven’t responded yet. My feelings had me too discombobulated to write, if you can believe it. When I read it, my first thought was, “Move over, Jenny. You’re hogging the ledge!” Her post really made very sad because it brought to mind the fact that I may never get close enough to hug David again and to tell him in person what he’s done for me. I felt so like I was losing him. You all here speaking about children growing up and moving out are handling it better than me. What if the child moved out, and you never saw them again? That would make it a lot less palatable, I’d say.
What’s particularly ironic is that I actually have a son who is 19 and planning on moving out before long. I love him a lot, but he’s been a trial, to say the least. I was feeling badly because I’m thinking it’s time he gets out on his own and I’m not dreading him moving. Does that make me a heartless mother? My friend told me that when her first child, a daughter who was a complete delight, went off to college both of them grieved terribly for some time. She said something about it to her bishop’s wife who had nine kids. She told my friend that it was worse with some than others. That made me laugh and feel a bit better. I didn’t mourn when my daughter moved to Lakeland Village (my handicapped that I cared for by myself for 26 years who was WAY PAST HARD although often as sweet as pie) and won’t my son, the rebel, when he gets his own place. I don’t know what that says about me, but I do know that I loved and cared well for them. Gave them everything I had. Now, I feel next to depleted. The one thing that has filled my bucket of late has been David, and I feel so grateful to him it’s hard to quantify. (*tears* Honestly, I’ve cried more in the past few months than I have in the previous 10 or 20 years. It’s like David has brought all these tender feelings out in me with his singing and his oversized heart.)
Anyway, Jenny’s story really touched a chord with me. Reading Becky’s post helped me as it did Jenny, though, and as have many of you here. One post in particular: “Not only do we as fans have his back, but God does. Therefore, everything else will fall into place.” Thanks, zasto01. Another from ram–but with a caveat: “My heart is feeling too big for my chest right now and were it not that I want the World to feel what David gives to us so freely, I would find this unbearable.” I’ve been too shortsighted to think of them coz all my focus was on David. I just want to lay the world at his feet, as silly as it sounds, and the thought of watching as he realizes his dreams is intoxicating. The joy and wonder on his face…
Even in the midst of a bunch of devoted fans, you’re probably thinking I need help! Haha (as David would say). At any rate, I will deal with whatever comes and work on developing a better attitude. I couldn’t be happier for David (other than the privacy he’s losing–that concerns me). It’s me I’m worried about. Just kidding! Thanks for making room for me in the wagon. It’s nice to have company on the Archuleta ride.
Zowie! Another treatise. Not again! Oh, well… Thanks for so much being there. Good night, folks!
lovedavid: you are soooo funny. Sometimes I do feel we owe David, but I am embarrassed to admit it. And your post about a citizenship just made my day (shhh, my family could hear me, my husband would like to think I am almost cured, but when he reads any news about David and comes to share it, and finds out I already knew, he realizes it ‘just ain’t going away yeah yeah’). Think about the legacy we are leaving for all world fans! all those hours invested in watching youtube, participating in polls, defending our David James, gifting, voting in TCA (what is that?), reading every fan story, every meet and greet, listening to every radio interview, reading every blog, see what I mean. Dang it! I have to go, my other life feels neglected.
Buenos dias amigos! oh dang…hold on a minute, half to put the dog out!
ok I’m back! poor pooch..when I’m ODDing, she feels very neglected!
I just watched a most amazing video…SUBLIME!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL09QGP31_I
if you like Celine ( I very much do ), you will love this and rascal, David’s photo of him enraptured by your words in on this video. Muy Precioso!
Sorry…”is” on this video….it’s the last photo.
FunnyGirl. I do so enjoy you posts; your heart and soul always shine so brightly in your comments.
I am having a different experience with the next step in this journey. I am so looking forward to his music and his success. I don’t feel a disconnect (I have sent 4 children to college and beyond so i know that empty nest feeling.). I don’t think I am emotionally distanced; I must have slipped into some other role. I am just so thrilled for David, a life long supporter and tracker of his career and I am counting the days to have a total album from him–youthful pop or whatever he chooses to sing. I will have to think on what path I am on here as I usually have the sentiments of the majority that post here. Silverfoxe, I guess that makes me “freaky” in another way too-LOL!
Bookaholic you are not heartless, look how much you have given of yourself!
I too have an 18-year-old son, and also think that it is time for him to spread his wings, even though I love him with all my heart. I have had the privilege and pleasure of raising him along with my husband for these 18 years through all the tough times when he tried our patience – lately more than ever. At times I have been beside myself with worry and heartache at the direction my son seems to be taking in his life.
Amazingly enough it has been David who has calmed me, made me realize that “things happen for a reason – and you are to learn from them”. He has also made me start to re-connect with God knowing that he is there for us if we need him, he will indeed have our back. I still worry a lot, as is my nature, but I now do it with a much better perspective.
Could it be so hard for so many to “let David fly”, because we have “had” him for such short time? What we have been witness to has been all the magical singing, and the realization of David’s wonderful character, and for me, some worry about people taking advantage of him due to the open and giving elements of his nature. What we have NOT been witness to is the day to day raising of a child – Jeff and Lupe have done an outstanding job – so have NOT been witness to the all the ups and downs that go along with it. I think this prepares one to be able to let go.
Personally, I am waiting in anticipation to witness David’s journey, and, as a fan, be a small part of it. My only regret is that I have been unable to attend an AI concert where it seems it will be the most likely opportunity to actually be able to get close and speak with David.
Sorry, second last paragraph – What we have NOT been witness to is the day to day raising of “David as a ” child – Jeff…
Cutter12- I watched that video in Dallas. His voice did crack and then he switched it up a bit. I like the angle that it was shot from. There is video from the Oklahoma City concert where Cook hugs David at the end…so funny…he is shocked.
Rascal, I thought about you and your blog last night when I was trying to go to sleep. (KC concert tonight, and my first experience with hearing David sing live.) You do so much to help David’s fans figure out what the heck is going on in their hearts and heads, and you offer a place for us to relax and feel less insane. Thank you. I have to tell you, this generosity is quite David-esque. You give because you receive, even though you hit an occasional snag. I applaud you.
I can’t say much about what people have experienced. Everyone has a right to feel what they are feeling, and everyone will deal with their emotions in their own way. I fall more into the ‘get out of that beautiful boy’s way and laugh in joy as I watch him fly’ camp. Don’t get me wrong, I love David and I’d do anything for him. I just don’t see the end of tour as an end, but rather a beginning.
I’ve never been this big a fan of any performer, and I’ve been paying attention, as we all have. David receives such energy from his audience. He feeds off it as he performs. If he is as great as he is with his Idol audience — us — imagine the heights he’ll reach as more and more people recognize what he has to offer?
His original fans will keep up with him. We’ll find each other and keep talking. I think we’ll be helpless to do anything else.
Oh my gosh..oh my gosh,,oh my gosh! I am hyperventilating! where’s that dang paper bag…I CAN’T BREATH! I just heard CRUSH on the radio…not on On Demand, but on the regular song rotation. I DIDN’T EVEN HAVE TO REQUEST IT! I really had no idea how I would react hearing it again ( after my “winning” call to 99.7 a few weeks ago ). WHAT…JUST…HAPPENED??
DAVID, SWEET DAVID..what joy you have brought to my life!
Silverfoxe, woo-woo-wooooo! I’m still waiting for the day I’ll hear David on my radio. I listened to TIVOs “hot hits” station for an hour last night, because I’d heard “Crush” once on there before, but I got nuttin’. Just lots of lots of rap, which I just don’t ‘get’.
I returned to say that the photo of David, above, is wonderful. Whenever I see pictures of David like this, interacting with fans in such an open manner, I’m reminded of his phrasing in “Smokey Mountain Memories” when he sang “and I know that they all love me.” He sang that line so sweetly. As I read this commentary, and remember Jenny’s blog post, I hear that lyric in my head. I can’t help but think that David must be aware that many of his fans love him — I suppose I want to believe that he sang that lyric for not only his family and friends, but also for us. Makes me tear up, thinking about how much sacrifice his family and friends have made to share him with the world.
They did it. We can, too.
Kait…oh “what a feeeellllin!”, that was….and another good thing, I can stop listening to that POP station until at least the next DJ comes on when the rotation starts all over again. hahaha!
On Sept 2, CRUSH will be officially released and should be heard nationwide. but we are so impatient that we want to hear ONLY one song…CRUSH, and I hope we don’t become annoying and irritating ( ala Claymates ) to the point that dj’s will not play it at all. The songs are on a rotation list and once it plays, that’s it for that segment….unless it’s a special program like a Request line time, or Vote for your Favorite…well you know what I mean. I know other fansites are pushing everyone to flood the stations with requests with calls, faxes, emails, etc. and it hasn’t even been released yet…kinda worrisome to me, but what do I know anyway??
Love the original post, rascal, as usual. And it’s always great to read the outpouring of emotions that David prompts in his fans here.
I suppose this is off-topic, but oh well …. In the last several weeks I’ve really enjoyed some of the cover versions of “Crush” that have been posted to youtube. Some are moving, some are amatuer, some are startling. I’m awed — as I think David would be — that so many people are touched by the song enough to want to try their own renditions.
Here’s a brand new one that probably ranks among the top two or three that I’ve seen:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cpcz3yUgLaY
I really cool editing project would be to take a line from each rendition and stitch together a montage. The end product would be fantastic, and such a fun tribute to David…
Ok, new day and I’m not feeling so brave today. I’m listenting to David’s “And So It Goes” performance as tears stream down my face. I feel like a blubbering idiot. Don’t you know if David were reading these comments he would get that look of confusion on his face and think we had all lost our minds. I guess my bravery left when my husband put his foot down about going to the Ford Concert and then my window of chance for buying tickets was gone. I actually cried. I know I said earlier that I have faith I will continue to see him at concerts but somehow now that seems very far off. And I want more David now! I truly feel like chickee “I didn’t ask for this and don’t for the life of me know what God wants me to do with this”. I’ve been sitting at this computer since I got back from the Houston concert. My husband thinks I need help! I have my own children and yet David feels like one of my own. So, although I didn’t necessarily agree completely with Jenny’s message, at least regarding losing him to the world, I still feel like I am up on the ledge with her. I’ve fast forwarded to January and a new AI starting and knowing there will be no David to watch every Tues. & Wed. night and I know I probably will never watch AI again. That was such a special time my husband & I would share watching as we called it “our boy” perform and filling up with pride as if our own son was giving the performance. I don’t know where my husband fell off the wagon. I guess not having a weekly fix of him and then being so busy with work………maybe….I don’t know. Although he’s never been a sentimentalist, not even with our own kids. I know I’m rambling, but I need someone to tell me I’m not crazy. If anyone going to the Ford Concert doesn’t have someone to go with, I’m available. Ok “WYSYLM” is now playing. What a perfect song for him. All of his fans emotions and his own tying into one song. Let the tears flow. I love this guy!
Zasto01…I will proudly tell you that you are not crazy!! Not even remotely. You are just a beautiful person whose soul has been touched by David. It has happened to so many of us, and it has created a bond and sense of family among strangers. Think of the world as it is today and how we just don’t know each other like we used to. David Archuleta has come along and with that glorious voice, adorable personality, and stunning good looks he has drawn us all in together as one. Really just think of how remarkable this all is! Our paths have crossed in this life in a most unexpected yet wonderful way. I find myself attached to so many people that I don’t know in a physical sense, but oh how I know them emotionally and how they feel and how they express themselves. It is though I am communicating with a part of myself. The feelings and thoughts that are expressed with so much honestly and heart felt passion are my own. I feel with all my heart and soul every ounce of joy, love, and devotion that is expressed here and elsewhere for David. I am so honored and amazed that I am one of the lucky people who was able to share in this incredible life changing experience. It is surreal. It is awesome! I will proudly say that I love David Archuleta with every fiber of my being. I will be his fan forever! Don’t feel alone, ever, for having this strong connection to David. When I first started having these feelings, I really thought something must be wrong with me. I have three teenage children, and I thought I must be going through some kind of mid-life crisis being so enamored by a 17 year old boy. It was such a relief to me when I started finding sites like this and people were recounting experiences that had happened to them when they first discovered David, and it was so like what had happened to me. We didn’t ask for this to happen, we didn’t look for it to happen, and so many of us were not American Idol junkies. I still get teary (I am right now) just thinking about how David reached inside of me with that incredible voice of his when he was singing The Long and Winding Road. To this day, I can’t say what happened to me at that moment or why that particular song and performance was the one that changed my life forever. I will never forget what happened to me and how I felt at that moment. My life will be forever changed. I was so fortunate to be able to attend the concert in Utah. It was an experience that I can’t even find words to describe. I am rambling on and on here, so sorry. I will close with one final thought. We are so lucky to have been a part of the beginning of David’s career. I will treasure the precious memories and moments that only those of us who “get” David have been so privileged to have. Nobody can take those away from us. Those who weren’t open or willing to accept David have really missed out on something very special. We are so lucky to have been touched by this Angel!
This topic of “letting go” has made me think about the very nature of being a fan. This is a completely new experience for me (as it is for many of you). I know whether David has a show today or has a day off. I know where the freckles are on the left side of his face. His laugh is part of my internal dialogue and when he smiles a certain way, I completely melt.
So, as a fan, what is it that I want? I am delighted by every new interview, every new wrinkle on the tour, every sweet video blog. But I am never satisfied, I always want more. I want to hear his voice many times each day. I have been to three AI tour shows and I have spoken briefly with him twice. But I am still grieving after coming very close, but not getting, an After-Party pass. Would I be satisfied after seeing him up-close one more time? Would I be satisfied if I could hear him sing live every day? Would I be satisfied if I were a close friend of his or could trade places with his mother? Oh, but then the pain of being away from him would be unbearable.
So when I think about Jenny’s pain at “letting go,” I also think about my daily struggle to let go of the emotional hold he has on me, just so that I can return to the world of lesson plans and paying bills. hello gorgeous #42 said, ” But, I guess I’m one of those fans who always felt like I needed to give David a certain distance.” Maybe she has something there. Maybe a little distance would be a healthy thing.
Thankyou Lucky Angel for making me feel not so crazy. I’ve been reading and commenting on another site “countingdavidscharacter” and here is a video of David singing “A Thousand Miles” and it really expresses how I’m feeling right now. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nFAAzxAlhHc . I think I would walk a thousand miles just to see him. Now that is crazy. I’m trying my best to loosen the grip my computer has on me at the moment and get into my daily life. I know next week when I have to go back to work, I am going to feel the loss of just being able to connect with all of you. I am sure I will rush home to the computer every night. I’ve been neglecting the gym, the housework, the errands, etc. lately. I’ve really got to get a grip. In my dream world I’m still waiting for someone to say “Hey, I’ve got an extra ticket to the Ford Concert”! haha as David would probably laugh. Oh sweet little angel that he is!
So fascinating to read all of the posts since I managed to be the first to comment (a first for me!) I come to this site every day because it helps me rationalize the behaviors that have become habit since I discovered David when he sang Shop Around. It helps to know that others are behind on their adult responsibilities, just as I am, because they are glued to the internet, anxious to know what David is doing and working on. It’s also so much fun to see what his other fans are thinking. I see that I am still somewhat in the minority, in that I’m really looking forward to what comes next. I want to hear him sing more of his own songs… of course, he’s made every song he’s sung his own, but I can’t wait to hear more original material, that everyone associates primarily with him… it’s fun to see people covering Crush, but, while I like the song, a lot, I know it’s just the tip of the iceberg in terms of what he is going to do…
sorry my comment 67 should have read own not owe.’ I sometimes feel we own David, but I am embarrassed to admit it’
Typos happen when you are trying to write, while opening up a music file (read Crush), downloading 3 different new youtube videos fanblast shows, but I have not seen, voting in that new pole, and pretending to be answering emails all at the same time (just to make my family think I am over my ODD). lol
ola amigos…I went way back into rascal’s archives hoping to get a feel about when, how & why only “certain people” have been touched by David in such a profound way. I mean, millions of people watched AI from the beginning, but not everyone felt the lightning bolt that hit so many people all at once! What was different about those who did feel it…the immediate love connection with a young boy who some had never seen or heard of before? What was it that made some of us fall completely so enamored with HIM, not just his singing, but HIM! What was it about all of “us” that saw David differently than other people who really liked his singing but didn’t think HE was anything special. I know many people who voted for David and were disappointed at the outcome, but that was it. They didn’t become obsessed. And even after the initial auditions, more and more people felt that same bolt of lightning, week after week. how many of “us” were so smitten that we were embarrassed to tell anyone about our feelings for this kid for fear that what we felt was inappropriate. If you were like me at the beginning of ODD…did you “scold” yourself? Did you try to talk yourself out of all those feelings? Was your anticipation for every Tuesday unbearable. Did you listen to your co-workers discuss the show on Wednesday and if anyone said the least little thing against David, it would sting and you had to bite your tongue lest they might think you are perverted, so all you could say was “well I thought he was excellent” but down deep you wanted to tell them how he was changing your life, and if they looked and really listened to him, he could do the same for them? That they too would see not just a boy with a great voice but an angel? ( yes, that’s what I thought then ). I went through all that during AI. Then I found rascal…and I could breath again. I could share and gush and say YES, I LOVE DAVID TOO! YES, I THINK ALL THOSE THINGS ABOUT DAVID TOO! I found the ultimate David Love Connection here and I WAS NOT WEIRD…maybe a little strange, and yes “Freaky” too sometimes…but I was not alone. And magically, I was no longer embarrassed to let anyone & everyone that David is special to me…no reservations. So, back to the question…why some and not others? Why do we “get” David and others don’t? Reading all the comments, I can see that we all come from all walks of life, all ages, all have different situations in our lives, but there’s that ONE THREAD, the love connection with David, that makes us all the same. And now, we are again all feeling each others pain in dealing with the inevitable…that David must spread his wings and fly. Like with our own children, we want to cloak him with our love and hover over him to keep him safe from harm but he doesn’t really belong to “us” and even though I really am not looking forward to the day when we will no longer get daily updates, when we will have no idea where David is at any given time, at least we will know he will still be living his dream and isn’t that what we want for him?
One more thing, then I’m off for today. Tomorrow I will be a mess cause I won’t have access to a computer for a day…I am flying to Albuquerque NM for a visit with my sibs for a week. And you can bet your booty, I will be promoting and bragging about David !
Also, is there anyone out there going to the EVANSVILLE CONCERT on 9/11….come on.. there has to be other ArchAngels who are going! If so, I would love to meet you there!
So….Adios, until Sunday ( from NM ).
p.s. sorry rascal, for taking up so much space with my rambling.
I completely agree momofteens. I am giddy with anticipation of what will come next, his CD in November, his own songs, interviews, and all the things that come with being a musical star.
However, post tour I he has some down time from AI and the tour and a little (or alot) of time with his family and his friends–connecting to what is familiar. He always speaks with great appreciation of the opportunities he has been afforded, but as we all know they come with sacrifice.
*hope
Rascal, I always love your posts but this one brought me to tears. Especially, “we will never be able to return to David what he has given to us” — how true.
And if I wasn’t teary enough, the rest of these heartfelt stories put me back on Jenny’s ledge. So in the interest of cheering everyone up, check out this award-winning video from FOD, it’ll lift your hearts:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaYBaoJ4Jug
Oops, that should be “contest-winning” video. Sorry.
It’s a new day with some new thoughts. David has been workiing so hard for all of his fans these past few months. He has earned a break. He has given so much of himself and now it’s our turn to selflessly return the favor to him.
It will not be without its rewards. I am sure that after he gets some time to “regenerate” with his family and friends, that the positive effects of his relaxation and reflection will be evident to us in his song writing and vocals on the remaining songs for his CD.
Nothing great comes without some sacrifice….no one knows this better than David by not being able to spend quality time with those dear to him.
My belated thanks to silverfoxe and cutter 12 for their responses to my post in a previous article (Prince Hot Shot).
It has been 16 years almost to the day since I took my son, my only child, to college – and yes, I cried all the way home and then some, and to this day still can’t help shed tears as I watch him leave after a visit. But I realize it is all part of the stages of life. My son treasures his roots yet has made his own live – as it should be – and I believe David will never forget the roots his fans gave him by our support when he needed our help in the beginning stages of what promises to be an amazing career.
Since Idol ended, like all of you, I have been so busy – voting, watching EVERY video, reading and watching EVERY interview, reading EVERY word posted here and sometimes visiting other sites just to be sure I am not missing anything, learning how to use iTunes, MP3 players, oh my, it has been hectic!
I have loved every minute, but I must admit I do have to get some control over my ODD. I always read the morning paper immediately upon its’ arrival – now they continue to get piled up for days until I briefly scan through them. I have a stack of books I want to read, a house that is sorely neglected, cards that need to be sent – I know you understand! Where am I? Here with all of you:)
Rascal, I can’t imagine not having this site to visit every day nor can I imagine not being part of this wonderful cyber family.
I am sure – just like when our children left the nest, life may change, but we’ll still be able to share our love of David with one another as we watch with pride as he continues on his journey – and that is a good thing – a very good thing.
“Friends become our chosen family” – a favorite quote of mine.
Here I am again. I leave the computer and it sucks me back in. I was just watching a video tribute to David that I stumbled onto a couple of weeks back and thought I’d share as I wipe my tears away. Forgive me if someone has already posted it on here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x46rFYa7ITk&feature=related. I have not been so glued to these sites as I have been since returning from the Houston concert. I suppose before I had something in the immediate future to look forward to and now I feel somewhat in limbo wishing I had planned another concert before the tour was over. Unfortunately, now out of money and time as work starts again on Tuesday. I guess that’s the sense of loss I’m feeling. Not so much that we will lose David only that it will be awhile before I see that beautiful smile and voice in person. I’m trying to get in one last post before my husband comes home and tries to have me committed for ODD. Silverfoxe wish I could make that concert with you on 9/11. Enjoy……….
I haven’t written here is a long time, but I just want to say this article really got me teary-eyed. Rascal, thank you for this blog. As always, it’s exactly what I was thinking.
Rascal’s line “…we will never be able to return to David what he has given to us” made me think of one line in a song that always gives me a lump in the throat for some reason I don’t understand. It is from “To Sir With Love” by Lulu. I searched for the lyrics to copy that line, but here’s most of it now that I’m looking at the words, because they echo what we are talking about in this thread even if the song is about the relationship between a teacher and his students:
…If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters
That would soar a thousand feet high ‘To Sir, With Love’
The time has come for closing books and long last looks must end
And as I leave I know that I am leaving my best friend
A friend who taught me right from wrong and weak from strong
That’s a lot to learn, but what can I give you in return?…
It’s this last line here “but what can I give you in return?” that always gets to me whenever I hear it on the radio which isn’t often.
Here’s the link to Lulu’s song if anyone’s interested. The song doesn’t . I love the melody and Lulu’s voice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=veSNKO0fdjA&feature=related
oops, meant to delete “The song doesn’t”.
zasto01, I’m really sorry that your husband put your foot down about the Ford concert. I am going, and if I hear of any tickets available, I will let you know. Also, if there’s anything you’d like me to give David for you, let me know that, too.
zasto01, “archuleta addict” who posts on rickey.org has two tickets to the Ford concert that she is not going to use. Are you looking for a ticket?
I can’t believe I’m posting again but cause I’m trying to get ready for my trip…but I had to ask again if anyone has seen this “duet”. It just blew me away…please view it…you can hear David at about 3:00.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL09QGP31_I
It was made by RIKA…my question for Rika, where oh where did you get that recording by David?
Freo, I had them all ordered, I only had to press the purchase button, and this is before they sold out. I was on minutes after they announced it. I even have free flying because my son works for an airline, but grumpy came home and went through the roof. He truly thinks I’m possessed and he is a David Archuleta fan, just not ODD. 28 years of marriage and I still can’t figure him out. I have my little 5×7 framed picture of David (that I took of him in Houston when he was inches away from him), with that beautiful smile, sitting here on my desk by my computer and every time grumpy walks by he shakes his head. He is not a “chosen one”. At least thats what I’d like to think of us that have ODD are. Anyway, I appreciate you looking out for me. Seems not only do we have David’s back, but each other. I’m feeling the family love. I do have a shirt I made David in his size that didn’t arrive in time, that I would love to get to him. I gave him two others I had made months ago before learning his size. Didn’t want them to go to waste, figured someone he knows could wear them. Only thing I live in the Seattle/Tacoma area so wouldn’t know how to get them to you without having to exchange some pertinent information. Something else grumpy frowns on on the internet. Any suggesstions?
Wow–what a treasure of a recording! After David becomes a music legend, this recording will be priceless. Young David. I’d love to hear them together again!
Wouldn’t be fascinating to someday hear a digitally re-mastered retrospective collection of all his earliest performances/recordings?
zasto01, you can e-mail me privately at creativeoptimist@gmail.com and we make arrangements from there. The Ford concert is Sept. 19. I’m sorry to hear that your husband has reacted like that….my husband does not David’s voice or music, and he rolls his eyes and jokes about it. I try not to talk about David that much around him. But I did make him promise to listen to Crush!
So freo, you heard it? Celine and David in a “duet”….wasn’t it FANTABULOUS! David’s voice is so……I can’t describe it! and he was, what
13-14 years old? My goodness, if he can out-sing Celine…and I think he did, well that is amazing! Me = AMAZED!!…..David = AMAZING!!
Dang! I just can’t stay away and I have so much to do!
Silverfoxe, I saw that video on another site today and was speechless. I have been watching different videos of him and about him all day. Did you see the one I was talking about in my comment #92? I cried like a baby. Anyway, my husband is going to start suffering from LOF (lack of food) until he at least attempts to understand my ODD. I was just pleading my case again 5 minutes ago when I showed him a bumper sticker I made for David and gave him one at the Houston show. It says “No one sings it betta than David Archuleta” Music for the soul. He seriously rolled his eyes and laughed. David gave me that infectious smile and laugh when I gave it to him and said “you made that for me?’ in his amazed tone of voice. It was adorable. Got the whole thing on video. I proudly drive around in my car now displaying it with my David Archuleta music playing for everyone to hear.
zasto01…wow, that’s great! A bumper sticker! Yeah, I love that! What a great way to promote David…bumper sticker on your car bumper, David singing on your car radio! Yeah!
Did you have back stage passes? When I saw him in Lexington, I couldn’t speak…I really was mesmerized…I really was! I was speechless! And for me, that is….well, that’s just not me! So, I really was mesmerized!
Hopefully, I’ll get a second chance to speak to him in Evansville.
Silverfoxe, no I didn’t have backstage passes, just got right in front on the outside of the Toyota Center where they said the Idols would be coming out. And sure enough, David, as sick as he was came out. He stopped in front of me and I stood there saying something stupid like “I made this bumper sticker for you (as if I were 12) and he took it looked at it and laughed and said “you made that for me”. He graciously signed my shirt I made which I thought was also pretty cool and took a gift I gave him and said thankyou very much. Gave me that beautiful smile. Then poor baby, moved back from the line to his dad and had to take care of his cold for a minute. It was sooooo incredibly hot and humid. He must have been suffering, cause I know I was. The fact he came out under those conditions being sick and it so hot is what gives me hope that he won’t become inaccessible to us when he becomes so incredibly famous. I have faith you’ll be talking and laughing with him in Evansville. I am soooo jealous. Too bad it’s not your birthday. That got me a hug here in Tacoma. And it truly was my birthday. One I will never forget. I had no idea the Idols came out to sign autographs after the concert. And once again, I stood there in front of him saying something stupid like “it’s my birthday, could I give you a hug?” He said “Oh, happy birthday” gave me a beautiful smile and a hug. I wonder if I will ever see him in person and not freeze up and talk like a 12 year old.
zasto01…Beautiful! Well, now I have 2 things up my sleeve that I can say to him to get his attention…It’s my b-day! but he’ll take one look and wonder why I would still admit I’m having B-days!! haha. or….I can use rascal’s famous….”listen….I write about you”…yeah, that should get his attention….and I do “write” about him so it really wouldn’t a lie, right? Ok, so I don’t “write” about him like rascal….but…gosh! I guess I won’t use that either! Dang!
This is going to sound like a stupid question…but please bare with me. Do the other idols or any other “celebrity” for that matter, get as many or any “special tribute” videos? My gosh…there are so many! Made with such care and love and admiration for David. I Don’t have the time or inclination to view any other celebrity, unless David mentions a name of a particular artist he admires, then I’ll look that person up, otherwise it’s just David. Just wondering. Really gotta go now…it was nice getting to know you zasto01.
have a good night!
Ok, I have got to get off this computer too. Can you get physically ill from sitting too long at a computer? Well, Silverfoxe, you gave me a good laugh and yes I was probably too old to admit it was my bday. But, like I said, I speak like a 12 yr old babbling idiot when I’m standing in front of him. I say nothing that I really want to say to him. Things like ” I think you are the most incredibly talented and humble person I have ever had the pleasure of meeting.”
But, to answer your question silverfoxe, I have checked some of the other utube videos of other Idols and I know for a fact (at least last time I checked) that Mr. Cook does not have nearly the hits on his videos (not even close) as our sweet David Archuleta. The only other one I’ve watched was Michael Johns. I tell you what, I will do some more research and let you know. Have a great trip! Nice getting to know you too!
I know this is a bet redundant but today as I was reading different reviews a thought came to me about David Cook. He has family in Indiana (father) and has considered St. Louis, Kansas City and Tulsa as home. What a huge hometown fan base he has. I have nothing against the guy-he has been like a big brother to David and seems like a nice man. I like rock and roll from my generation but don’t care too much for it today-too much screaming and antics. I simply could not get into his singing style-Music of the Night was my favorite. From what I have seen on YouTube Cook does have quite a following. His Billie Jean has double the hits of Imagine. I have tried to listen to some of his performances to see what all the excitement was about but became bored and went back to David as I can’t get enough of his sound. I really look forward to the day when David will stand on his own and people will not even think to wonder what happened to the other David although I wish Cook well. There certainly is enough fame to go around for both of them. A1 and the phone companies have done very well on Season 7.
I just finished reading ( following rascal’s advise )Jenny’s emotional cry of anguish about ‘losing’ David and I can certainly empathise with her pain about this impending ‘separation’. These past few months have seen all of us going through an emotional rollercoaster. We have run the gamut of reactions from exhiliration to despair and other heart stopping moments. Like Jenny said we have spent so much of our waking moments through voting, requesting, downloading, gifting, streaming that we can’t help but feel that David is ‘ours’. I don’t think that that is neccessarily a bad thing as I feel David has awakened and reinforced in all of us a wonderful capacity to care for, love and cherish another person that is not of our own flesh and blood that consequently we are all the better for it.
Through David this community of OACs have bonded so strongly together; a community that is fostered on our common love for and of David, the result being that he has become a huge part of our lives. Does that mean he ‘belongs’ to us? Yes, but not in a narccissitic and proprietry way but in a way that has pulled us so close together in spirit that I wouldn’t want it anyother way. David may not ‘belong’ to us in the conventional sense of the word but I feel that he will always be a part of us in our minds and hearts as we travel along with him on the next phase of his career. As he has already said “We are as much a part of this as he is”.
Thank you David for your generosity and your amazing abiliity to arouse in all of us who ‘gets’ you such capacity to cherish and to love a fellow human being.
Dang! Been away for 2 days and of course I return with tons of blogs and entries to catch up to! Haha
But I have to stop reading and comment on zasto01′s post at #104 – I LOVE your bumper sticker! What a way to promote David.
Would you mind if I borrow the concept and make one here in Manila? I dunno if I will be able to actually use it cos my kids may finally have me committed (am a widow and he must be LOL up there and thanking Heavens for being spared of my ODD!) but it would certainly make me smile upon waking up when I see it up in my cabinet haha
Anw, your husband is so cute. And you! pleading your case – that made me laugh.
Can any group of fans be more adorable than the Arch Angels?
silverfoxe – I don’t see that you’ve gotten a response about where to get “Nature Boy”, the source song from the celine duet. I haven’t found it in just audio, but here’s a workaround:
Go to
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZ7tdmQWcus
copy that link and then go to http://keepvid.com and paste the link in at the top, then click “download”. Save it to your “my videos” folder. Then you can play it with your iTunes player.
It’s something. (Wait! It’s more than just ‘something’–it’s my totally favorite song that David’s ever sung!!!)
I don’t know if there are other ways to save YouTube audio–if others know, pray tell!
Oh, I think I’ve led you slightly astray… the video then wants to play in QuickTime, but one more step, you’re almost there…. you can right-click, “open with…” and select iTunes.
Here’s what I do: I get the YouTube video link with the best sound and copy the url. I open zamzar and paste it into download videos. (I remove the http:// that they have since it’s redundant). I convert it to mp4 and send it to my email address. The download goes there. I download it into a folder on my desktop, then bring it into iTunes by clicking ‘File’ to get the drop down list, then ‘Add File to Library.’ My computer will write CDs and so I just make up lots of different playlists with his early stuff, his live Idol performances, his studio versions, etc. Sometimes I mix in Eva Cassidy or Sara Bareilles.
Nature Boy is one of my very favorite of David’s songs and has long been so. For a lark once, I went and checked out others who sang it. Nat King Cole did it originally, I think. Frank Sinatra, Celine Dion and David Bowie all sang it. (I mentioned this somewhere. Hope it wasn’t here and I’m boring you.) Anyway, I compared their versions to David’s. My take–I like David’s the best. He wipes the floor with David Bowie. I prefer his version to Frank’s because Frank has no passion, just sings notes and words. So, he wins that one pretty handily for me. The other two greats still didn’t impress me like David did, but I decided to be overly fair and I listened really uncritically to them. The live version of Celine’s that they use on the duet is not her best version in my opinion. In fact, I don’t like it at all. The regular one is much better and she does do a good job with it. Nat King Cole sings it very nicely as well. My preference is David, but if I’m gonna be completely generous, I’d say the three were neck and neck. (FAnd that, in itself, is astonishing. That an untrained 13 year old boy could be compared favorably with two of the GREATS performing at the TOP of their game is mind-boggling.
Here’s what I do: I get the YouTube video link with the best sound and copy the url. I open zamzar and paste it into download videos. (I remove the http:// that they have since it’s redundant). I convert it to mp4 and send it to my email address. The download goes there. I download it into a folder on my desktop, then bring it into iTunes by clicking ‘File’ to get the drop down list, then ‘Add File to Library.’ My computer will write CDs and so I just make up lots of different playlists with his early stuff, his live Idol performances, his studio versions, etc. Sometimes I mix in Eva Cassidy or Sara Bareilles.
Nature Boy is one of my very favorite of David’s songs and has long been so. For a lark once, I went and checked out others who sang it. Nat King Cole did it originally, I think. Frank Sinatra, Celine Dion and David Bowie all sang it. (I mentioned this somewhere. Hope it wasn’t here and I’m boring you.) Anyway, I compared their versions to David’s. My take–I like David’s the best. He wipes the floor with David Bowie. I prefer his version to Frank’s because Frank has no passion, just sings notes and words. So, he wins that one pretty handily for me. The other two greats still didn’t impress me like David did, but I decided to be overly fair and I listened really uncritically to them. The live version of Celine’s that they use on the duet is not her best version in my opinion. In fact, I don’t like it at all. The regular one is much better and she does do a good job with it. Nat King Cole sings it very nicely as well. My preference is David, but if I’m gonna be completely generous, I’d say the three were neck and neck. (FAnd that, in itself, is astonishing. That an untrained 13 year old boy could be compared favorably with two of the GREATS performing at the TOP of their game is mind-boggling.
Here’s what I do: I get the YouTube video link with the best sound and copy the url. I open zamzar and paste it into download videos. (I remove the http:// that they have since it’s redundant). I convert it to mp4 and send it to my email address. The download goes there. I download it into a folder on my desktop, then bring it into iTunes by clicking ‘File’ to get the drop down list, then ‘Add File to Library.’ My computer will write CDs and so I just make up lots of different playlists with his early stuff, his live Idol performances, his studio versions, etc. Sometimes I mix in Eva Cassidy or Sara Bareilles.
Nature Boy is one of my very favorite of David’s songs and has long been so. For a lark once, I went and checked out others who sang it. Nat King Cole did it originally, I think. Frank Sinatra, Celine Dion and David Bowie all sang it. (I mentioned this somewhere. Hope it wasn’t here and I’m boring you.) Anyway, I compared their versions to David’s. My take–I like David’s the best. He wipes the floor with David Bowie. I prefer his version to Frank’s because Frank has no passion, just sings notes and words. So, he wins that one pretty handily for me. The other two greats still didn’t impress me like David did, but I decided to be overly fair and I listened really uncritically to them. The live version of Celine’s that they use on the duet is not her best version in my opinion. In fact, I don’t like it at all. The regular one is much better and she does do a good job with it. Nat King Cole sings it very nicely as well. My preference is David, but if I’m gonna be completely generous, I’d say the three were neck and neck. (FAnd that, in itself, is astonishing. That an untrained 13 year old boy could be compared favorably with two of the GREATS performing at the TOP of their game is mind-boggling.
Something slipped up and posted my comment before I was completely finished. Sorry. The last sentence or two need editing but I think it’s understandable.
My last point is that talent as an untrained YOUTH that is on par with the greats bodes extremely well for David’s future, as we all know and expect. Couple the superlative vocals and the emotion and yearning he packs into his songs with the flat-out wonderful, admirable, gorgeous human being that he is and I think we have ample reason for excitement.
Which is why we’re here 24/7, right? It really blows my mind that he’s better than THEM?!! Man, that’s some stiff compeition. I can’t imagine what we’ll see in the years ahead.
you ALL are awesome! thank you for the info!
here I am getting ready to go to the airport in a couple of hours and what do I do….well you can see! DANG IT!
I WILL BE ON PINS & NEEDLES TODAY….can you get arrested on a plane if you play your music too “loud”, not real loud, just a little loud….enough so people around me can hear David? Oh, wait maybe I better rethink that…some may think they DIED & ARE ON THE WAY TO “HEAVEN”!!! SERIOUSLY!!
Later! as my son always says when he goes out the door!
Okay guys, this is really goofy, but it turns out to be related to this thread topic so I thought I would share it.
As far as I can recall, I’ve only ever had two dreams about David. One was a couple of months ago and in it we were shopping together. The second one was last night and it was very vivid. I know it’s lame to tell other people about your dreams but I thought this was kind of interesting and, as I said, ultimately related to this topic.
So here’s the dream. It’s the end of a concert, I’m in the audience. The concert is over and the applause has just died down, the house lights have come up and people are starting to leave. It was a David Archuleta concert. Only, somehow I know not to leave yet. And so does about a third of the audience, who just stays in their seats while everyone else leaves. Then, sure enough, David comes out again, only this time he comes out into the audience, with his microphone, beginning to perform a song. He is older. It is definitely years from now. He performs a swing number — a la Frank Sinatra or Michael Buble and it sounds a lot like that song, “The Tender Trap,” but the lyrics are along the lines of
If you wanna love me
Here’s what you gotta do
If you wanna love me
You gotta be true
That’s how to love me
The way to love me
He is no less charming and delightful as always but he REALLY has control over the audience now, going up to people, saying hello–not in a cheesy Las Vegas way, but almost in that style. Of course he comes and sits next to me for a few lines of the song, and when he gets up I pat him on the back like he’s an old friend.
What I suddenly realize is that the only people who know to stay beyond the end of the concert are his original fans, to whom he always performs a special last song or two.
Hey rascal, I had a little fun interpreting your dream–and WOW, what a message–you dream as you write. I put in ( ) the dream interpretation which are just standard dream dictionary interpretations.
…As far as I can recall, I’ve only ever had two dreams about David (to see a celebrity in one’s dream, represents their beliefs and understanding about the celebrity. Something in one’s waking life has triggered these similar beliefs and feelings. It is not uncommon that one’s obsession with a certain celebrity may carry over onto their dream world. Celebrities are often seen as heroes and all that is mighty).
One was a couple of months ago and in it we were shopping (to dream that one is shopping indicates their needs and desires. Consider what one is shopping for and what needs one is trying to fulfill) together.
… It’s the end of a concert (To dream that one is at a concert, represents harmony and cooperation in a situation or relationship of their waking life. One is experiencing an uplift in their spirits), I’m in the audience (an audience, represents the world around us and it is paying close attention to our actions.)
… Only, somehow I know not to leave yet (to dream of a separation, represents a waking situation or relationship that is breaking apart. One may be experiencing separation anxiety. Alternatively, it indicates that one is feeling torn apart and divided. One’s feelings is pulling them in opposite directions.)
… Then, sure enough, David comes out again, only this time he comes out into the audience, with his microphone, (to see a microphone in one’s dream, suggests the need to be more assertive) beginning to perform a song. (To hear songs in dreams indicates that one is looking at things from a spiritual viewpoint. One’s future path is a happy one with good health and much wealth. Consider the words to the song that one is dreaming about for additional messages.)
He is older. It is definitely years from now (to dream that one is in the future, signifies one’s hopes or fears of how things will turn out depending on the scenario.) He performs a swing (the word swing represents an expression of great satisfaction and freedom. It also symbolizes cycles and movement) number — a la Frank Sinatra or Michael Buble and it sounds a lot like that song, “The Tender (tenderness/love implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life) Trap,” (a trap indicates that one is trying desperately to hold onto a relationship, old habits or ways) but the lyrics are along the lines of
If you wanna love (tenderness or love implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life) me
Here’s what you gotta do
If you wanna love me
You gotta be true
That’s how to love me
The way (a quiet, peaceful path signifies clarity of thought and peace of mind. It may also symbolize one’s progress and one may need to take time out to consider and rethink the consequences before acting on one’s choices) to love me
… Of course he comes and sits next to me for a few lines of the song, and when he gets up I pat (touching someone in a dream indicates that one is trying to communicate their feelings) him on the back like he’s an old friend (to see one’s friends in one’s dream, signifies aspects of their personality that they have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected parts of themselves. The relationships one has with those around them are important in learning about themselves. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from the friend and the arrival of good news.)…
Awesome dream, rascal.
Kizzi….WOW…GOOSEBUMPS head-to-toe! I actually thought Rascal had found a “time machine”! Rascal…you are so intuned to David, it is a great pleasure to be here with you on David’s journey.
jackryan4DA, I’m glad you like the bumper sticker. I have extras if you want one. They are also posted on a site called zazzle.com. The background are 3 angels. I intended on giving out the extras at the concert to any Archie fans, but as usual, my brain was only focused on seeing David. If you give me your email, I’ll get in touch and give you one.
Rascal, what a dream. And the way you can remember it so vividly. I have had several dreams of David. Each time he is just a regular friend of the family. I’m not sure what that signifies, but to me it means he’s on common ground with his fans. Anyways, I always wake up happy, like I have just been sitting around chatting with him having a cup of tea or something. I love the song he sang. Maybe he’ll read this and write a song like that just for his fans. BTW, love this site. I’ve really enjoyed finding a place I can now express my feelings. They have been held up inside me for too long.
oh.. rascal. Your dream is very “David”, I did believe he would do so. This topic drew me a lot of feeling, and I didn’t know how to start, or how to end… I tried so many times. And finally I decided let it be.
Just one word. I am very excited to see David taking off.
Rascal, Thanks so much for sharing your dream. Dreams are so intensely personal, that I was a bit taken-aback at Kizzi giving her interpretation of your dream. Somehow that doesn’t seem appropriate. (Just my opinion.)
Thanks for letting us in on the warmth and love that the dream communicates.
“You gotta be true
That’s how to love me”
Rascal,
I enjoy your posts very much. As far as letting David go, I don’t want to. It seems we have had so little time to be close to him and now it is time to let him move on to the next phase of his dream.
I think of how it must have been for him over the years, lying in his bed dreaming of being on a stage, singing a song that tells a story and has so much meaning. Watching the audience respond with the same emotion that he put into the song. He loves the song and now so does the audience. He now loves the audience and
they love him as well. His performance is complete and he is filled with the joy that the people have felt what he felt when he sang.
This dream has become a reality and we have to let the reality take David away, but not away from us. David said recently “the fans are in it as much as he is”. We cannot hold him back, but we can help him move forward and become the superstar he is destined to be.
Now we are the dreamers, dreaming of how great and famous David is going to be very soon.
I am so very proud of David and very proud to be a fan among his soon to be millions of fans.
Russ, “Now we are the dreamers.” True on many levels!
davidfanLIZ – What I wrote was done as a compliment to Rascal and not an invastion of privacy. If it appeared that I breached boundaries, I do sincerely apologize. My intent is to be the very best citizen I can be at notingdavid.
Rascal, if I overstepped my boundaries, please accept my apology. I can and do learn quickly from the sometimes well intentioned and bold actions I frequently take.
rascal – Thank you having chosen to share your dream with us. It is an amazing one and I really enjoyed reading about it. Not only do you write beautifully in your waking moments, you have to dream so beautifully too in your unconscious state?! I’m actually getting goosebumps just thinking about what it’s all about; is it just your mind processing your feelings and emotions, or is some of it actually a glimpse into the future…
davidfanLIZ (hi DA pal!), I didn’t have the same reaction as you with Kizzi’s interpreting of rascal’s dream. I read it with interest. I certainly hope rascal didn’t mind it, but I do see what you are saying about dreams being personal as they are an honest and true manifestation of sorts of one’s psyche.
Kizzi, Yes of course what you did was a compliment to Rascal, a show of love and support. There certainly can be a convivial difference of opinion on how to approach dreams.
Kizzi — No worries. It’s weird to post a dream in the first place, seeing as how they are rarely about what they seem to be about, I just happened to think this one was pretty straightforward (as Freud said, sometimes a cigar is just a cigar). In any case, it’s all speculation, so no boundaries crossed as far as I’m concerned (and I also appreciate davidfanLIZ’s protective instincts).
Rascal – loved your dream. Thanks so much for sharing. I think I will tuck the image of Daivd loving his original fans into my back pocket and keep it for a long, long time.
Since we’re on the topic of dreams, here’s my account of a David dream back in mid-July (I had posted this on another site):
We were sitting on a restaurant/bar deck with some of my friends, just talking dude stuff. I don’t think my friends even knew who David was, which was just fine with him. The funny part is that David was wearing a cowboy hat and boots, looking like one of those guys you see on rodeo on ESPN. It was kind of a rough and tumble town we were in, like maybe in Alaska or Idaho.
At that point I notice one of those small planes trailing a message. It says: Idle Moments, David Archeleta, September. I remember I was pissed because they spelled David’s name wrong AND spelled idol wrong.
Moments later David and I were walking around in the parking lot just kicking dirt around when I told him about the sign (he didn’t see it). He laughed off the misspelling of his name, but was psyched about the September date of his solo concert. “Mission accomplished,” he said. I guess some of his recent meetings in L.A. were about his solo tour. I told him he was crazy to go straight from the Idol tour to a solo tour, but he said “No way, I want to sing!”
As we were heading back into the bar he says, “Do you think later you could buy me a beer?” “Sure,” I said, thinking that in a rough place like this, they aren’t real sticklers for the rules!
And then I woke up ….
Hi Rascal,
Thanks for sharing your dream. As one who has had several precognitive dream experiences myself (not about David), I wouldn’t be surprised if you were on to something here. You seem to have pretty good intuition and your connection to David is very strong – so time will tell.
It kinda reminded me of the Shrek movies in which those ‘in the know’ stuck around during the credits because they were aware that there was more to come.
Thanks again for your openness in sharing your dream with us. From your lips to God’s ears
Kindredspirit, “from your lips to God’s ears…AMEN!!!
I am loving this dream topic. The image of David in cowboy hat and boots is just a hoot!
Silverfoxe & all – aside from (A) keepvid & (B) zamzar both of which I also use, here are additional ways to get copies of the videos off youtube or any other site when using Internet Explorer as your web browser:
Option C:
1. Have real player (free from CNET) installed in your PC, an icon [Download this Video] appears at the right-corner of the video your viewing.
2. Click that icon and you are all set to go!
Option D:
With IE, do you know that all the vids that you play are kept in the internet temporary folder? This means that you immediately have a downloaded copy of all the youtubes that you view and you just need to drag them into the folder that you like them kept.
1. After playing the video on youtube, go to ‘Tools’ & Click ‘Internet Options’
2. Go to the ‘General’ tab
4. You will see ‘Browsing History’, click the ‘Settings’ button which will bring you to the another window – click ‘View Files’
5. This will show all the sites and files that you have gone to. I suggest to click on ‘Size’ to sort all the files from highest to lowest – that will immediately show you all the vids that you viewed.
6. Drag them to your folder of choice to your heart’s content!
I use the latter option if no software/application is available for me to download or if the computer am on doesn’t use Firefox as a browser.
Hope this helps!
zasto> thanks for the offer but am from Manila, Philippines so I don’t want you inconvenienced with the sticker. It’s ok, I will download from zazzle
. But here is my email if you want to pm me or something, i dunno (gosh, that sounded like David!) ditasy@gmail.com.
Now, it is 7am Sunday and David is #1 in 2 of the biggest radio stations here. Had AOL on continuous stream & have voted in almost all that I could vote on. Haven’t caught up on all the blogs yet but I have to pry myself away from the computer if I want to accomplish something today, other than promote David!
I find it appropriate to start my day here/end my day with you guys with this song that David was considering to sing vice Angels (thank goodness he stuck with Angels!). Remembered it from Dean’s Journal. Remember how it feels when you discover a singer to admire, only to be disappointed later on? Then you move on and wham one AI evening, you find DJMA! Sure feels this way about our boy
I set out on a narrow way, many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn’t see how every sign pointed straight to you
[ Chorus: ]
Every long lost dream
Lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That lead me straight to you.
I think about the years I spent
just passing through
I’d like to have the time I lost
and give it back to you
And you just smile and take my hand
You been there, you understand
It’s all part of a grander plan
And that is coming true.
[ Chorus ]
Now I’m just rolling home
into your loving arms
this much i know is true
that God blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you
That god blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you
Later guys!
Wow, so much to catch up. I have been away from the computer for two days, not by choice but by circumstantial priority. I am not even halfway thru reading the postings but have to come in to make a comment before a new thread is up.
Wise, wise words from Rascal, so beautifully put. So touching, so generous and so giving like our David. And those postings I have covered, oh boy, so open, so loving and caring.
Like all you ordinary human beings out there, at each stage of David’s developments (AI and summer tour) I craved for time to stand still. I want to be locked in a time capsule with David and enjoy the moment forever. The AI run was too beautiful, I did not want it to go away until the finale (which was a moment I wanted to forget). Then came the tour, David was so magnificent and still is with 12 or more concerts to go. His performances are so previous that I want to cling on to them. But then, I said to myself, if I had been locked up with him in the time capsule in the AI run I would not have experienced the joy of watching him performs at the concert tours, and the circle will go on. I have this fear of what the future will be, the present is too precious for me I don’t want it to change, but what about David, does he feel the same way; I don’t think so. He has his own goal to attain and he deserves much greater attainment than what he has now.
Finally I have to fully embrace the teaching that “nothing is permanent, clinging is suffering”. I will do the best I could to support David as long as I could. I will enjoy and savour the present. Come what may on David’s future, I am prepared for the positives and negatives with as much equanimity as I could master.
#80 Lucky Angel,
Yours is the last postings I have just read, and I concur with everything you say, the only difference is I cry everytime I listen to “Smoky Mountains Memory” but that does not mean I don’t feel emotional when I listen to LAWL.
Much to the chagrin of my family, the first opportunity I have after I returned from hospital after a minor surgery, I am at the computer, posting opinion, voting and scouring the fansites for everything David James. Now I am being dragged physically to get away from it. Too bad today is Sunday and 1.00pm in my country, and most family members are at home to keep check on me. So I shall return to read the rest of the postings later. Cheerio for the time being.
rascal, I have one thing to say about your dream….I’m glad I was in it! I was in the audience that knew to stay after the concert In fact, we, all of the “notingdavid” family were there in your dream, right? You just don’t remember…cause we were kinda fuzzy…but we were there! how could we not be
And kizzi, if someone posts their “personal” dreams for everyone to see, than it’s not personal anymore..and I really liked your interpretation. I have had many dreams about David…and they ARE personal, nothing inappropriate ( well..except the one way, way in the future when he’s about 35 and miraculously I am 30!! a GOOD DREAM! I’M KIDDING!!!), How can we all not have had at least one dream of David? There’s nothing wrong with admitting it.
By the way…it is 11:16 MST here in Albuquerque NM…I just knew I would be back here as soon as I had access to a computer! But before there are any “Oh no…not freaky again!” I may not be able to post very often ( like the usual 24/7 ) cause after all I’m a guest here and it would be rude to hog the computer,,,.so I asked my sister to lock the computer room and open it ONLY if I start to have really BAD withdrawal ODD symtoms! She promised!
Oh Rascal, at least I was there in your dream! I was able to watch him perform live! Grrr.. seriously! If he so as just step anywhere in Asia, am there!
NOw, I saw this posted in another forum and was LOL at David, again
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In Oct. issue of Pop Star, there’ss a poster of david in it and he was also interviewed and 1 of the things they asked him was how he felt about the lies that were told about his dad. David’s reply:
“the only 1 thing that i keep hearing is the rumor about my dad -like things about him not letting me drink water and making me cry,” david laughes “and it’s kind of weird because first of all, he’s a great guy. we have a typical father/son relationship, i think. i mean, sometimes parents get on your nerves, but they’re your parents. but im 17 -i think i’d be able to defend my self if he told me i couldn’t drink water. it’s like do i look that whimpy or something?”
When are the David’s Dad questions going to stop? I feel so bad for him when he gets asked these types of things. I give this young man the highest “Kudos” for handling it alot better than I probably would. He’s a class act! BTW…the caption photo rascal chose is…well…intoxicating!
Archangel48 – I guess we just have to take our cue from David. If he can make light about it, we should probably follow suit.
I remember hearing him expressed his frustration about this “dad issue” about 6 weeks ago. It was the 1st time and I suppose the only time I heard him take an angry tone – which I really liked.
Yeah I agree it can be tiring esp to poor jeff but, what can you do?
Interesting how often these days, I find myself taking my “cue” from David! (yeah, I know, he’s 17)!
I’m reading these posts backward, just to try to catch up ~ which looks hopeless right now! My husband has been in the hospital 2 weeks now, and it looks like 6 more weeks in Rehab ahead ~ so I’m trying to read a little here and there, just enough to get my David “fix” for the day!
JackRyan #141 ~ I always love David’s response to questions about his Dad, and had to LOL about him asking if he looked “that whimpy” ~ what a sweetie. I was looking on another site earlier, at a fan video of David coming out to sign autographs. A fan asked for a hug, and another fan said she’d “give him more than a hug.” He laughingly repeated what she said, and about that time Cook pulled him away and hugged him himself! DA almost fell over ~ but oblivious to what was actually being said, he laughingly went right back to the pack, giving out more hugs. Thank goodness for the fence separating them from him, but I wish people wouldn’t be so forward!
Attention: Can anyone tell me where to find the Fox interview in DC. Have lost it and am driving myself craazay tryin to find it. Thanks so much
jackryan4DJ – thanks for the info on saving videos. I am having trouble converting the video to mp4′s, going around in circles. Did manage to get nature boy to itunes but it came in as a movie so I cannot put it on my playlist. “I have such issues”
I am such an idiot. Have been searching fan sites comments for that video because that where I first saw it when I could have gone to u-tube in the first place. Jeez, Gosh. I DO have issues .
Here’s another example of David trying to help out a friend whenever he can. Ramiele Mulabay mentions in an audio interview how David talked to some Disney producers about her (Ramiele’s dream is to work for Disney) and now she has an interview with Disney when she gets back to L.A.
Here’s the link, if you want to hear the interview.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8RfXmLc-GLo
Sorry if somebody already posted this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vm6wdIcK9hI
It’s “Angels” from Friday in K.C. I think he stepped it up in Cook Country! I feel it’s one of his best performances of that song, sick or not!
Caseydog – I ABSOLUTELY agree with your assessment. This version was loaded with new and improved runs all over the place. If you conduct this experiment you will see what I mean. Usually when I listen to David on UTube I sit right in front of the computer. When I clicked on your link to play “Angels” I left the room and was in the kitchen listening. What I heard was a new maturity in David’s voice. His baritone register was deeper and the emotion he put into this version was that of a 20/30something. It is almost a quick snapshot of the evolution of his voice in the next few years. If I didn’t leave the room I may not have noticed. Try it and see if you agree with me. Can you IMAGINE his final set of the tour? To paraphrase Simon – It will be a humdinger of a show!
OK, when David says,“I’m not as shy as I seem”, what does that mean to you?
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3147/2815619602_2c4352d592.jpg?v=0
thank you caseydog for the link that is a brilliant performance of “Angels” he is SO GOOD! Sick? hello? my gosh..what a talent !
notingDavid regular vermeer (Hi!) suggested that I listen to “Mary Did You Know?” from a December gig just before AI started.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQxi9UjqfKQ
This is my new favorite David song. It is SO powerful!!
When I saw that comment from David, “I’m not as shy as I seem”, what I read into it was that when he is in a situation where he feels comfortable, he can be as goofy and talkative as the next guy.
When he is in a large group and is a bit uncertain of what is going down, he is quiet. But, he’s thinking, evaluating… He is not controlled by feelings of shyness or insecurity. He just is not very outgoing amongst a bunch of strangers–or he wasn’t until all this was thrust upon him. After talking to and hugging a million people, he’s probably all kinds of better at that kind of thing. He is a quick learner, that one!
Does anyone here know what happened to David’s FANBLAST? It says it has been deleted now for at least 24 hours? Does anyone know in which state they are located? Very strange!
#155/Heart – I am sure that millions of other fans are wondering the same thing!! I can’t find any link that will allow me to access the FANBLAST site!! How am we suppose to get our ODD fix? I have a sneaking suspicion that the official David Archuleta.com website got wind of this and has pulled the plug on our beloved Fanblast website. I just hope and pray this is temporary!
Will someone pleeeeze let us know where the Fanblast site has been moved to???? Help!
New, temporary FanBlast site…
http://dearfanblast.wordpress.com/
or you can go here for your fix…site run by Richard Parkinson…David’s arranger and others from the original FanBlast site…
http://fansofdavid.com/
Oh my gosh! Thank you so much juliebug for sending us in the right direction!
It is very much appreciated!!!
Juliebug, wow, I went to bed without fanblast, and woke up today without fanblast! That is until I read this! Thank-you, and thank Rascal immensely for still being here!
Well, THANK YOU to all you Noting David AND Fanblast addicts above for coming to our rescue!
Lauren ~ thanks for joining my plea!
Juliebug ~ MANY thanks for the suggestions! (I HAVE been accessing FansOfDavid, and love them, but still miss Fanblast, my first home!)
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU ~ and I sure hope all is well with Fanblast!
Just as I thought ~ it was GUSTAV who may be to blame!
SO SORRY, FANBLAST! And thanks again, JulieBug for the “temporary link!”
Wow, so much to catch up. I went to FANBLAST this morning and since I could not access it, I knew somebody in noting.org had to know. I wasn’t wrong. Thank you for the updates.
And thank you Rascal for sharing your dream. You did not recognize me in your dream, just because you have not seen my picture, but I can assure you I was there. Isn’t it our dream too: have David sing to all of us, his original fans. I can just see it. We would all be singing with him, because we know all the songs, but he will still amaze us. We would all be proud of him, because we knew what he was destined to become from the very beginning. And we will all hug each other knowing that we were part of it, some in a smaller way than others, but all part of it. I am reminded of a scripture: ‘by small things, great things are accomplished’.
Isn’t that what we are all doing too. Our blogging, voting, calling, crying, missing, singing, gifting, dreaming. We are all part of it. Proudly part of it!!!!
Last night I woke up several times, and every time I woke up I was singing Angels in my mind, even when I woke up this morning. Of course I can only share that with you. I am becoming a little more open these days. My 14 year old told me today: ‘mom you are obsessed’… Oh well, they love me anyways.
Silverfoxe – I have to tell you this story. I travel alot so I have heard Crush in NYC, Philly, Tampa, and other big cities on the car radio at local stations plus it is on 20on20 on satellite radio. Today, I am on the computer at our home in northern Florida checking Mr Kizzi’s lottery ticket numbers (since he retired this is his new hobby-haha); I have my earbuds in listening to our local Hot104.9 station where I have been diligently and politely requesting Crush daily plus joined the Hot100 club so I could make requests.
Then, I hear it for the first time on my local radio station—the DJ says Crush is the most requested song of the day and he PLAYS it. I scream and laugh gleefully and loudly and out rushes Mr. Kizzi who thinks we have WON the Florida lottery (he thinking he is a multi-millionaire). All the little Kizzi’s rush in (visiting for holiday weekend) because Grandpa Kizzi is jumping up and down and shouting and dancing and they think we have won the freakin’ Florida Mega Lottery–LOL. The next few minutes weren’t that funny–ahem. Let’s just say Crush has more than one meaning now in my household.
I know this is short notice, but I read about this on http://dearfanblast.wordpress.com/ – FHR RADIO : Tonight’s show is dedicated to David Archuleta and his fans – 7pm ET
I am not sure what it is all about (I have never participated in something like this before), but maybe you can check it out.
Always on the lookout for anything concerning David…..
BTW, is anyone going to the Wilkes Barre, PA show?
#151, Come on, are we back in junior high, here? I read the article (yeah, once you start down that road…) and it just says people think he’s shy b/c he clams up and blushes when interviewers bring up the subject of girls. He said it isn’t that he’s that shy, he just hasn’t had a serious girlfriend so he doesn’ have much to say on the subject and he’s still trying to figure out what he likes in a girl. Big whoop. The sooner he moves beyone these teenybopper magazines, the better, I say. (Then I can move beyond them too…)
If you are interested, this was pasted at FOD
Steven let me know this: FHR Radio, a licensed online radio station which I am station manager for., will host a special program dedicated to David Archuleta on Sept 1st at 7pm Eastern US Time. We will do a time line of David through the years and ending the night with the introduction of his new single. FHR Radio will also be gifting 10 Itune downloads to 10 lucky fans during our broadcast of his new single “Crush”Tune in here:
http://www.fhrradio.com
One hour long apparently for the fans of DA
Oops “pOsted”
Kizzi, #163…hahahaha! That is toooo funny! And wasn’t it just the most exciting moment to hear it without having to “beg” (request) or
go On Demand??? It’s almost indescribable….”what a feelin’!!! and my
favorite…”WHAT JUST HAPPENED??!!
We are hyperventilating just listening to CRUSH on the radio,,,,what will we do when we SEE DAVID SING CRUSH ON HIS VIDEO!!!!! OH MY GOSH!!! I CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE!!!!
I’m still here in NM, and my sister will be meeting me in Evansville to see David on 9/11!!! we just finished purchasing her ticket and flight reservations ( from Albuquerque ). And I will also be meeting 4 fellow ODD’ers at the buses, but the wild thing is we are all on the same floor section, same row!! …..David continues to bring people together!
Someday we will all be a a DAVID ARCHULETA concert just like in rascal’s dream….cause some dreams do come true!!
silverfoxe: I am going to the Evansville show too. #4 for me!!! I have to miss the buses this time, but I’ll keep a lookout for you and your crew at the show. Can’t wait!
To anyone living in the Gulf Coast, please stay safe. Praying for your safety and well-being.
Have to go to work now. CYL guys!
Don’t want to be presumptuous, but I would have loved to have met you Silverfoxe. Albuquerque is only a few hours from El Paso. But my trip to Houston has set me back somewhat. Enjoy your visit and the upcoming concert. You lucky girl! Maybe someday when David does a solo concert we will get to meet with all the wonderful people on this site.
Just went online to listen to fhr radio online. I had some trouble loading the music player but got to listen to quite a bit of it.
As a side note, it was really strange because it was only recently I figured out it was David that I was listening to (actually recorded part of him singing) after 9-11 I believe in 2002. Don’t remember the details of it and need to look for that tape recording.
Archiefan4life & Awestruck ~ thank you or the FHR Radio link. Unfortunately, I missed it ~ but was very happy to hear that they were featuring DA.
Now I’m looking forward to tomorrow, as Crush is supposed to be officially “released” to radio stations! Maybe, just Maybe, then I’ll actually hear it on the radio here in Orlando!!! Geesh!!!
Also looking forward to seeing David at the “Stand Up to Cancer” on ABC, CBS, and NBC on Friday, at 8 p.m.
Does anyone know where the fundraiser will be broadcast from? I wonder if they will show the Idols on their remote location, wherever they are this weekend.
Freo…
I think it’s just a PSA that has already been filmed (they showed a snippet on LKL last week) that will air during the fundraiser. I don’t think he will actually be there. I think the only idol that will actually BE there is Cook and I’m not sure about him either. I know Cook is “participating” but that may mean as part of the PSA they filmed.
Aw… well, any appearance would be better than none ~ I hope we see David. Thanks, Julie!
I know that station music directors are supposed to stay up on new music, but our pop/alt/rock station is still Archuletaless. The response I got back was “Never heard of David Archuleta. But thanks for the tip.” Doh! Well, I’ve written him again, and perhaps tomorrow he will finally be getting copy. Or I may just have to gift the station a copy! GEESH! I can’t believe Portland is so lame! I wonder how they decide which markets get the song and which don’t. Anybody know? Curious.
I had my own little ODD moment this week. I was at Best Buy just browsing when suddenly I heard David singing Apologize. I immediately rushed over to the music department-did they really have a copy available of David singing that song??? My heart was racing and I was running up one aisle and down another when I suddenly realized it was One Republic- not David. Ah well! All that heart action and rushing around is good for me right!!!
davidfanLIZ….Fouth concert! wow…and I thought I was THE EXTREME DAVID ARCHULETA FAN!!! HAHA! But I AM THE “David Freak”, cause rascal said so, so it must be true! haha!
Anyway, yeah we will most likely see each other. The arena is a smaller arena as compared to some of the others so it will be a more “intimate” setting..*sigh*! Oh and by the way, hope YOUR dream comes true & you finally get to go to the After Party this time. Unless you already scored a pass!! Maybe your 4th time was/is THE charm?!? As for me, I’m just happy to be able to see David again!
ram….wow, you live so close yet so far from Albuquerque! But keep the faith that all of us life-long FA-EVERRRRR fans of David will someday get together for David… maybe we can have a rascal notingdavid Family Reunion and have David and his family there! Can you just IMAGINE ! I know it’s just a dream, but we all have to DREAM SKY HIGH, don’t we? Some dreams do come true BUH-LIEVE me! David’s life right now is proof!
dma….Felt like an adrenaline rush, didn’t it? Then THUD…!!
Gotta go now…I don’t wanna over-stay my welcome here at my lovely sister’s lovely home ( always give compliments in case she reads this ).
Buenos noches!
dma — I had exactly the same experience a few weeks ago, except that I was in a car with my boss and some others from my agency. “Apologize” came on the radio and I did an involuntary freak out. “Turn it up! Turn it up!” Everyone looked at me. “Oh, false alarm,” I said. “It’s not David.”
rascal, I buh-lieve we will always react with excitement and awe everytime we hear David’s voice no matter where we are at that moment…we will stop and just listen! And TODAY is THE DAY!!! CRUSH wil be heard on the airwaves nationwide…there will be giggles, belly laughs, tears of joy and all around happiness everywhere!! David’s dream to make people happy fulfilled! May his dreams continue to come true! Nothing could make me happier! “what a feelin’!!”
And it made me smile BIG to read about YOUR experience just thinking it was David you heard on the radio, then the disappointment that it wasn’t…
Well, I am leaving in about an hour for my second concert (I should be packing but I need to be here). I am travelling from Canada for the GR concert tommorrow!!! Just want to say this is so strange for me to be doing this and with a new efriend that I have never met!! David does bring people together. I want to just absorb this concert… I was so distracted by everything at the TO show. Thank you to all posters here. You say so much of what I want to express and you do it so well.
Rascal I can not thank you enough … I think your brilliant
GUYS! Fanblast is back up!
Cutter 12, thanks for the Angels link: Chills, baby, chills. (Being offline for 5 days and going cold turkey on all things Archie, might have something to do with it, though!)
And thanks, Rascal and Cutter12 for sharing your dreams — very cool. I
Rascal – I do that EVERYTIME I hear Apologize on the radio! You’d think I’da learned by now – but I freak everytime and I am deeply disappointed everytime. I am looking forward to hearing David on the radio for real soon! And I know I don’t need to say how frantically I am waiting for that video – and the cd!
Folks — I want to make a comment about something that I feel is important, but that I don’t want to devote an entire posting to, or make a comment about in a location that might be considered more incendiary.
As a result of a technical glitch this weekend (due, apparently, to the hurricane), discussions of a highly charged and remarkably detailed nature emerged about two of David’s most popular fan sites.
I simply want to say that I think we all need to be a little bit cautious about who we lionize and who we demonize in the fan community, and that the stories posted for public consumption rarely represent all sides and all aspects. Everyone is fallible, no one is perfect, and we need to be extremely careful about conclusions and assumptions, especially when there are voices compelling us to take sides.
Let’s please keep our eye on the ball — it’s all about David.
Rascal and dma-I had the same experiece about Apologize!! I was in a Family Dollar store one day and the song came on….I thought oh great David is on the radio…not going crazy or anything, just a thought in my head…and then I heard Ryan Teddar and I was like…Ahh man that is NOT David! I felt stupid to think that it was David, knowing that he did not have songs on the radio yet, and had not recorded “Apologize” to be aired on the radio. I stood there and thought well…hummm…David sings it better anyway! I assumed it was him I guess since I had listened to David sing that song so much. I automatically thought it was him and was bummed out when it wasn’t him. LOL!!
Rascal,
Thanks for the post about the two sites. I have known about this for a while but kept it to myself as to not start any trouble for David. Anything negative about him I try to avoid, as David and his family was NOT involved and didn’t know about this. Certain people have tried to do what was right and make things right, so I just want all David fans to get along and be able to go to a place where we can all just focus on David, cause it is all about David in the end.
Apologize: I hear it periodically on radio, in malls, restaurants, stores and always 1st think its David singing. I think too, Inspired by David, that is is David’s song first and foremost because that is who I hear sing it. I have read where the sales of One Republic’s Apologize have increased due to AI Finale and AI Tour. WOW!
On another note, I read someone who said “Billy Jean” had more YouTube hits than Top 20 “Imagine.” There was YouTube “Imagine” with almost 2 million hits that was deleted. So I am learning that YouTube stats aren’t that reliable.
Competition in the universe of being a fan in fascinating!
Also, I have heard Crush every two hours on my hometown radio station in Tallahassee, FL, including Ryan Seacrest show today. It will be fascinating to see how Crush does now in full release and promotion by Jive.
Very hilarious to know how many of us experienced the same thing about hearing One Republic’s Apologize and assume it was David because we don’t even think One Republic at all! It happened to me not long after the Idol tour started. I was driving and it felt so surreal for a few seconds thinking to myself that David was on the air, it’s his song!!! and then realize how it woudn’t and couldn’t be and feel let down because it was the original version.
I am still waiting to hear David’s beautiful voice on my local radio stations. highervibe, I know how you feel. San Francisco is just as lame!!! Unless someone’s heard Crush recently in this market.
Oh, gosh, that happened to me, too! I was out exercising and thought I heard David! A neighbor was blasting “Apologize” by One Republic. As I passed his place, I said, “Good song!” and almost launched into talking about David!
I heard a rumor today at work that David Cook may visit the place where I work (sorry I can’t be more specific!). The concert is playing near me tomorrow (and I’m going).
I love visit 2 fan sites (hope I am referring to same 2), but honestly I think they have weakened themselves when thing come out into 2.
Chinese is always talking about “YinYang”, the two powers balanced then things go fine. See, you can’t be too rational, because there is no passion; at the same time you can’t be too emotional, because you might cross the line… I did found they used to balance very well, and brought me a lot of “magic” fan moments.
When i visit one site, I am always thinking of the other sites… I visit 2 sites, but I still miss the time when there was just 1 site… that’s perfect to me, at least.
Regarding the fan site issue – I hope that this issue, in addition to the SLC Thank You/Benefit concert cancellation, have made an impact on David. Since David seems to be very trusting and guileless, hopefully these two events will highlight the importance of asking a lot of questions, using discrimination in whom he places his trust, and exercising due diligence in his future business dealings, especially with regard to written contracts.
I know that David just wants to sing, but he cannot ignore the need to have trustworthy and competent financial and career management – and to be informed and involved in his business affairs. Both Judy Garland and Debbie Reynolds – to name a few – suffered financially as a result of mis-management.
So, this latest bump in the road may serve David in the long run. Too bad it is causing distress, but luckily these things are happening on a small scale, early in David’s career. I choose to look at it as additional ‘schooling’ for David. In the future, by having these types of things under control, he’ll be able to focus on his singing with fewer unnecessary distractions. Although, conversely, they could also be grist for the mill for his songwriting.
So, it’s all good!
I totally agree kindredspirit… hope David surrounds himself with honest, trustworthy people. Just as important, as you mentioned, is for him to “be aware” of those administering his career.
Excuse me, but could someone please explain what has happened, and what we are discussing? Nothing is making sense here. Thanks.
Thank-you, heart…I was just about to ask the same question? Explanation anyone???
I’m with Heart here, I have no idea what you guys are referring to concerning some fan sites and whatever controversy developed. Granted, I’ve been away and offline during the labor day weekend and am just now catching up, but I would greatly appreciate any information on this. If David is having trust issues with certain people, I’d really like to know.
Thanks!
kindredspirit, I totally agree. I hope that David has good financial/legal counsel. I used to follow Air Supply in the early ’80s, and they gradually realized that their managers were buying yachts while they could barely pay the band. Financial and legal matters are so important. I can’t even imagine the slimy characters out there in the industry.
ditto on the confusion on fan sites………..anyone?
kindredspirit, it is my understanding that David and his family did not actually know this person who first started the site. The new site is ran by Richard Parkinson and his wife Karla, who are friends of the family. They knew the Archuletas before the whole AI show. Richard helps David with his musical arrangements, like “Think of Me” on AI, that was Richard. The new site was created in the best interest of David, something that would represent him and what he stood for, something David would be proud of in otherwords, by people who actually knew him. Hope this helps a bit.
Hi, Guys
Re: the 2 sites, go http://idolforums.com/index.php?showtopic=576560&st=260 and read for yourself.
Rascal your post #186 I know there is always two sides to every story, and all I know is what I have been told a while back. I am not trying to step on any toes here or anything. After the post above I made, I didn’t want to say too much, just to clarify a little for some who have questions. I rethought what I wrote and was afraid that I may have said more than you wanted me to. So if I did I am sorry. There are just so many people who are confused about this right now. All I want people to do is get along and realize that David’s true fans have his best interests at heart. Thanks!
Hi, again,
We all seems to have the same type of reaction (at times freaking hilarious) when we hear “Apologize” on the radio or on some piped music in the shopping malls or restaurants. I also have another encounter with “Longer” while having lunch with a friend. My first thought was, its David singing. My reactions in these incidents left the people around me flabbergasted and me embarrassed.
Rascal, thanks for your calm and reasonable remarks regarding the two fansites tumult. And as for the “Apologize” freakouts, I had my own freakout in the dressing room of Loehmann’s in NYC two weeks ago. It took me a while to realize, as did the others, that this wasn’t my beloved David, but just One Republic. Dang it!
Also Rascal, I just re-read your post for the tenth time, and I was struck by your words, “The beauty of this gift is that it is, by its very nature, eternal, limitless.” I’m going to hear him sing one more time and I can barely contain my joy and longing. I feel so lucky to be part of this David experience.
It is funny that the reaction to songs that David covered is universal:
1. Glee with excitement
2. Hum or sing-a-long
3. Close eyes and savor the angelic voice .. but wait something’s not right!
4. Realize it wasn’t David & get bummed
5. Be embarrassed if your w/ company or people around you give you “the look”
6. Think to yourself: “this version is soooooo lame. I want The Archuleta!”
RIIGGGGHHHHT????? Haha
Enjoy the rest of David Day!
sorry for the mis-typo… should be you’re not your at item#5 of post 206
Diana #201, thanks for the link. Wow, it never ceases to amaze me how such a sweet, innocent, genuine person like David is surrounded by drama and controversy. I hope, like many of you have already expressed, that he’s surrounded by good people with enough guile to guard him from such slimy con-artists.
Thanks for the link Diana. The information reminds me of how many amongst us are “all about mine”. This scares me a little. His people will definately need”guile”, along with the steely determination to do the right thing.
Hi all…it is 1 AM here in NM so it’s 2 AM EST And I just watched the latest videos of David posted on You Tube from KS City and Minn. Poor sweet David is still coughing so he’s still not completely over his cold but performances are still so, so good! I am going to put on my “Protect David” personality here and will probably get some flak, and so be it because I care deeply for David and his well being. I know David appreciates his fans and would never want to disappoint us so he will be out at the afternoon meet & greets, it seems no matter what. I love him for it,,,but because he still has that pesty cough that will not go away, we ( and I put myself in there too ) need to use caution if we are lucky to get close to him. Everyone wants hugs but really, if you had a cold, would you want anyone hugging you? He probably caught the cold from one of his loyal fans anyway. And coming in contact with so many people night after night and therefore coming in contact with all kinds of germs…well it’s just not helping him fight off the cold completely…I just think that if David is showing his love and appreciation by coming out even when he probably doesn’t feel 100%, then we should also do the same…autographs,great..photos, of course, hugs & handshakes…mmmm NO! At least til he gets over his cold. It’s all about David’s well being. David WOULD NEVER refuse his devoted fans anything right now..he is just so appreciative of us and he should know by now that we love him unconditionally no matter what he does or doesn’t do…at least that’s how I feel.
So go ahead, everyone. Sock it to me!! It won’t change my opinion!
And maybe even David would not agree to “distance” himself from his adoring fans so as not to hurt anyone’s feeling, and that’s ok too, but I’ll wager his MOM would!
Thank for the link Diana. It’s really a long post, and I have used up 1.5 hours to read, and luckily enough have not been caught (now it is my office hour)… It’s not a good story, so as to Jeff’s news, but on the other side, it’s good all that happened so early, and this would be a total disaster if happened years later.
Oh Silverfoxe, how come am not surprised that it was you writing #210 even before I reached the end of the post?
I hear you hon but I also cannot blame the fans if they can’t help themselves, esp the first timers and those coming from far away places. And you are right, they are the ones foremost in David’s thoughts to not disappoint.
And I suppose that is one of the ultimate giving of an artist to the world, as this thread by Rascal encapsulates beautifully.
The thing is, I would rather that at this point, for David to exercise some cautionary stance re his fans, when his health/his voice is at stake. If not him, then Jeff should! After all, that is what a guardian is for, right? Mom is not there.
Am not socking it to you, ok?
I also sometimes feel that way every time I see him coughing while performing or sneezing while talking to fans. But I believe he wouldn’t have it any other way. This 17-year old teen is having the best summer of his life!
Look at him here: My fave casual photo of him for now
http://fansofdavid.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/08/20.jpg
How can he be both adorable (look at that impish smile) and hawt (the arms… the arms…)?
Diana (#201) thanks so much for the links. I’m out of time now, but will read and comment later when I have a minute. Thanks for helping to keep us in the loop.
Silverfoxe, thanks for sharing your concerns, and I will gladly join you on the “Protect David” campaign! I’m sure many fans would love to catch his cold; it will give them boasting rights, but David himself? He’s such a giving person that he will never refuse his fans anything, but I sure wish others around him will save him from himself!
Of course, my “Protect David” stance is also on high alert, having just read through the drama concerning Fanblast and Fans of David. Seriously, I’m really worried that, even though this has nothing to do with David or his family, there are people out there running scams through his name!
It’s why I emphasize that he needs good people but those who are full of guile, those kinds of people who should be ready to protect him from the sharks.
As I already said, I’m amazed at how so much drama and controversy can surround the nicest person who isn’t looking for this! How, for example, did David, of all contestants, become the target of TMZ and other malicious gossip sites? Why is it that people associated with the show find him and his dad an easy target for media’s ugly stories? Why were people, who claim to be “friends” of David, going around causing drama on his forums (I’m thinking of the Toxic Glitter controversy here, and especially when one of her associates managed to turn an innocuous little video blog – in which David talked about his goldfish Conditioner for crying out loud! – into so much controversy)? Why was one of his most popular fan sites being run by shady people? Why are David’s fans targeted with scams?
Having followed so many different sites about David (because that’s what ODD does to me!), I’m just amazed that drama surrounds someone so nice and so genuine. It just makes me concerned that he’s not getting good counsel. He’s so young and a fish out of water (sorry if I’m making generalizations about the kind of people coming out of Utah), and if he’s surrounded by adults who don’t seem any wiser with regards to dealing with the world, perhaps it’s time he starts paying for PR professionals to handle these things.
So, I hope the “Protect the David” campaign also encompasses these concerns, and not just whether or not he’s too available to fans.
Hi Guys,
The latest: CRUSH is #1 on Amazon’s mp3 download on Tuesday, according to FanBlast.